Came out to my mom via email today. Half relieved and half freaked out of mind. And she wants to talk about it face to face which I don't think I can do, but she's probably going to try and corner me at home...
Sometimes I think I hate dance class. I spent a half hour spinning and spotting doesn't keep you from getting dizzy, it just keeps you from crashing and actually it makes me dizzier. I ate lunch before my stomach had settled (cause I'm stupid like that) and now I'm sick to my stomach.
So, insomnia anyone? I should so be asleep it's 12:46 AM and I have to work in the costume shop at nine but I can't sleep. Costume parade for The Dining Room was today. It was cool emphasized the fact that we have more work to do (alterations and the like) and that I have to make an over grown 11 year old do fast changes (he's technically 21 but gosh...). School is good, classes are extremely simple. Transfering is a pain in the ass, paperwork yuck.
Hey, I haven't been on in a while because I didn't have internet access all summer, which was awful beyond all awfulness. Anyways, I'm at college now. It's okay. I'm thinking about transfering because I'm not being challenged. A bout of depression is coming on, which sucks.
Last weekend I was in my school's production of the Laramie Project it was awesome. I mean I cried by the end of every show but it was amazing to be a part of. For those of you who don't know, Laramie Project is a play that is made from a collection of interviews with people of the town of Laramie Wyoming after the beating and death of Mathew Shephard in 1998 because he was gay.
Hey, I'm new to Oasis, my name is Rachel and I'm bi. I'm sixteen, African-American, and I read a lot. I've been considered a Jesus Freak because I am mad religous, but I'm a progressive christian, so there is like no self hate or anything going on. I'm single, and most people think I'm at least slightly crazy, but hey sanity is overrated. I have a slight stutter.