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i created

the sound of madness.

Sometimes I am impatient. Sometimes I could wait forever. I guess it depends on my mood. This time I decided to not wait. This time I decided it's ridiculous to wait for some impossibility that can only occur inside my fucked up head. No one knows what I'm talking about :P

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painting songs.

I am an oxymoron. My month of pure happiness, of contedness has ended. That was a while ago. I'm not sad, I'm not glad, I am ok with it. In that month, I did NOTHING. Haha, I never did anything, all I did was lay around or surf the net for hours on end doing absolutely nothing in particular. I watched about 2 movies in that month. TWO!

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misery business.

dear lover,

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let me out, im singing

Dear best friend of 10 years,

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sometimes

i feel like tearing myself apart.

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have you heard the news?

bad things come in twos.

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so now youll wait

It is officially the last day of winter break. Well maybe not officially, but close enough, tomorrow I can't stay up late. I have to savor this, I have to make this last. Alone, again, as usual. Just like I like it. My one man parties are the best. I just kind of wish I had a rockstar or an amp, I like to call it my motivation. Caffeine is the cure for everything. It's my drug, man.

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its just a phase

I hope I'm not getting too attached.

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hollow heroes separate.

The past couple of days I've been feeling oddly depressed. My mind is very messy and I think I've been thinking too much. Whenever I think too much I have a tendancy to become depressed. I have been obsessed with Tegan and Sara for a couple months and it just started to die down so now that my mind isn't totally occupied with something I've had time to think.

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wasting time

Today I went for a walk outside. It was pretty cold, but it was nice. It was beautiful out. The air was crisp, the sky was clear. I bought a mocha at the starbucks inside safeway and then I walked around to the bus stop and sat on the bench to drink it. It was overall very peaceful. I think I will start walking again.

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first and last aint ever the same

Western Washington is getting nailed with snow. This weekend is supposed to get 6-24 INCHES! That is the most in forever. We already have 7 inches and today and yesterday were cancelled for school. What a nice way to start winter break! I had tons of projects to turn and and tests and I was planning on staying home, but I'm so happy it was cancelled!

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floorplan

Have you ever seen someone that you thought looked like someone else and then you find out their name and it's the same name??
That has happened to me a lot and some people might be like uuuhh wtf are you talking about, but it happens all the time!

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his love

I'm ridiculously obsessed with tegan and sara. They're playing in Vacouver (canada) in February and I wish I could go. It's like 100 miles from Seattle, near where I live. Tickets are only $33 but I don't have a passport PLUS I would have to go withmy dad and that would be LAME LAME LAME!
I hope they come to the US relatively soon while I'm still this crazy about em.

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i hope that someone gets my message in a bottle!

Finals have arrived and there are endless amounts of homework and exams to be studied for!

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YAY TODAY IM 16!!!!!

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