the sound of madness.
Sometimes I am impatient. Sometimes I could wait forever. I guess it depends on my mood. This time I decided to not wait. This time I decided it's ridiculous to wait for some impossibility that can only occur inside my fucked up head. No one knows what I'm talking about :P
I am an oxymoron. My month of pure happiness, of contedness has ended. That was a while ago. I'm not sad, I'm not glad, I am ok with it. In that month, I did NOTHING. Haha, I never did anything, all I did was lay around or surf the net for hours on end doing absolutely nothing in particular. I watched about 2 movies in that month. TWO!
Dear best friend of 10 years,
i feel like tearing myself apart.
bad things come in twos.
It is officially the last day of winter break. Well maybe not officially, but close enough, tomorrow I can't stay up late. I have to savor this, I have to make this last. Alone, again, as usual. Just like I like it. My one man parties are the best. I just kind of wish I had a rockstar or an amp, I like to call it my motivation. Caffeine is the cure for everything. It's my drug, man.
I hope I'm not getting too attached.
The past couple of days I've been feeling oddly depressed. My mind is very messy and I think I've been thinking too much. Whenever I think too much I have a tendancy to become depressed. I have been obsessed with Tegan and Sara for a couple months and it just started to die down so now that my mind isn't totally occupied with something I've had time to think.
Today I went for a walk outside. It was pretty cold, but it was nice. It was beautiful out. The air was crisp, the sky was clear. I bought a mocha at the starbucks inside safeway and then I walked around to the bus stop and sat on the bench to drink it. It was overall very peaceful. I think I will start walking again.
Western Washington is getting nailed with snow. This weekend is supposed to get 6-24 INCHES! That is the most in forever. We already have 7 inches and today and yesterday were cancelled for school. What a nice way to start winter break! I had tons of projects to turn and and tests and I was planning on staying home, but I'm so happy it was cancelled!
Have you ever seen someone that you thought looked like someone else and then you find out their name and it's the same name??
That has happened to me a lot and some people might be like uuuhh wtf are you talking about, but it happens all the time!
I'm ridiculously obsessed with tegan and sara. They're playing in Vacouver (canada) in February and I wish I could go. It's like 100 miles from Seattle, near where I live. Tickets are only $33 but I don't have a passport PLUS I would have to go withmy dad and that would be LAME LAME LAME!
I hope they come to the US relatively soon while I'm still this crazy about em.
Finals have arrived and there are endless amounts of homework and exams to be studied for!
YAY TODAY IM 16!!!!!