So I'm on my vegetarian diet. I don't call myself a vegetarian at this point because I only do it periodically. It's not like a political statement for me. It's just me trying to be healthy and lose weight.
I've been biking a lot lately. I really wanna go on a bike trip and go massive amounts of biking for a couple weeks. I don't know if I can get off work, though. I love camping.
So I started tutoring kind of last week. The girl didn't show up, though. So it's not like it really counts. We rescheduled for next friday. We'll see if she shows.
So I went to Borders today. The cute girlie was there. Right now I'm baking cookies. Fun stuff. I may have failed my history exam. I realize this is a problem, but since I can't do anything about it now, I choose not to dwell on it.
So I have been drawing a lot lately. Mostly drawings of photographs of people in magazines. I'm lame like that. Anyways. I drew this one sketch and I somehow left it at Borders. I think I'll go there tomorrow morning and see if it's still there. It was a good drawing.
I saw "Boys Don't Cry" and I love it. It was amazing and sad and everything you could ever want in a movie. I'm glad I chose not to watch it with my mom. That would have been quite awkward.
Anyways. So I kind of set up two of my gay guy friends. What should I do when they start making out when I'm in the same room as them? It's a little bit awkward and I'd rather be conversing with them instead of avoiding looking in that general direction. I just need some advice on it. I've never really been in this situation before.
So yeah. This is a comment my old roommate made on facebook:
"maybe I should! I am really tired of all the hype with the dont say "thats so gay" commercials! I just really think the world has bigger issues than that particular phrase...because in all honestly I think the world ORIGINALLY meant happy...so if I want to say something is so "happy" than I'll say it! Not to mention that people say things that I could find offensive if I wanted to...instead I chosoe to just deal with the fact that not everything everyone says is going to be pleasing to me!"
My mother figured it out. Today, she was like, "We should watch that movie 'Boys Don't Cry" together. I was all ok. I didn't know what it was about until I saw the cover. I remember hearing about it.
What am I supposed to do? Does this mean that I should tell her that I think I'm transgendered. I don't know how to deal with this. I don't know if I want to watch that movie with her. I haven't even seen it myself yet.
I'm a manwhore. At least that's the way it seems at the moment. Okay, so I'm still technically dating S. We went on two dates and it seemed like a third was in the works. Who knows. At least that's the way it seemed. It's a little late to call her or I'd break it off now.
So anyways. Then there's the guy who wants to F me. I do actually want a relationship, though and he only wants to get "wild" as he likes to put it.
Then, on Friday, I made out with and fooled around with this girl named Sani. She was cute and she has really nice boobs. Not going to lie. So yeah.
So last night was pretty awesome. I went to a concert with my friend A and his friends. We saw Metro Station, Fallout Boy and some other bands. Metro Station was awesome. Fallout Boy was okay.
Then, we went to club where it was "Gay Night." I met up with my friend B and him and A "hit it off."
I made out with this one girl and got her number. Yay me. We got food after and we chatted. Fun stuff. The sad thing is that she said she's moving to Ohio. *sad face*
Tonight I'm having a bonfire. I still haven't told S that I don't want to see her anymore. *Note to self*
In other news, sexy man still wants to fuck me. Fun stuff. Also, I might be going to a party of this one transwoman after my bonfire on Saturday. I love her singing voice. It's amazing.
I can't wait 'til my bonfire though. It's going to be amazing.
Okay so I have an ethical question. I had a small bake sale the other day to raise money for the Spanish club. Apparently, I'm not allowed to have bake sales off campus or they'll refute the status of the club. What am I supposed to do with the money that I raised, then?
So I need some help. I've gone on a couple of dates with this one girl and I don't think I'm actually attracted to her in that way if you know what I mean. I don't know how to tell her, though. Is it okay to text her about it?
Here's what I'm thinking about saying:
I just wanted to tell you that ur a wonderful person and I'd love for us to remain friends but I'm not really interested in you in that way. I didn't want to lead you on in any way which is why I wanted to tell you this as soon as possible so that I don't waste any of your time.
Okay so there's a hott girl at Tim Horton's that noticed me. She came into the station and was all:
"See you tomorrow. You don't recognize me, do you?
"I work at Tim Horton's. I wasn't doing the cash register this morning, though."
"You work at Tim Horton's and Subway?"
And that was the extent of our conversation. It works.
Also, at Blimpie's, the girl there gave me this sweet smile like she had a secret to tell me. Fun stuff.
Do you think it's too early to go to the beach. You know, for places that don't have beach weather year round? I want to go but I want it to be warm enough to go also.
I also am thinking I need to go on a diet. I don't know if it will do anything to get rid of my hips and bum, but I figure it can't hurt. Anyone have any tips?
I have my first class today of Spring semester today. I'm way excited. Can't wait.
Not the food, silly. I've been having trouble lately getting up courage to talk to people about stuff. I think first I want to figure out how to define myself. I think I might call this one number I got from this cool gal. It might be a good idea.
So yesterday was fun. I went to Starbucks and I also want to Coldstone with my friend Laura. That was fun. I was kind of sad that she couldn't go to the Pie Auction at the church tonight. It would've been nice to see her there but it's okay. No big deal.
So my one friend (who I don't think is italian but middleeastern which works too) requested my phone number on facebook. I might wait a day to give it to him just to be a tease.
I got some gauze and some tape. I'm gonna try out flattening my chest tonight when I get home. Fun stuff.
I'm so bored this week. I need some ideas what to do. I'm supposed to hang out with people tomorrow but I don't know exactly what we're doing yet.
I can't wait until my one saturday class starts. It's a class where I get to learn about different flowers and plants which will be fun.
I met the sexiest italian man you will ever see in your entire life. I see him and I becoming fuck buddies, I'm not going to lie. I totally would have had sex with him if not for my standards. I kind of want to deviate from my high standards at the moment. I'm talking about the fact that I won't have sex with someone until we've gone on at least three dates. I think that's pretty realistic.
So here are his stats:
1. foreign (which includes his name)
3. dark, curly hair
5. wears nice cologne
6. drives a bmw
Okay so I didn't tell you about Friday night. I went to the club with B (the cute boy) and I realized that he's just not my type. This is good because we've been friends since high school and I wouldn't want to ruin that.
At the club, I was supposed to be the DD but somehow that didn't work out too well. I kept sipping his drinks and the like. Not a good idea. When we drove home, after a bit of me attempting to keep my eyes open at 3 in the morning, I made him drive home. I was the one who had to work at 7:30 in the morning so he should've let me get a little shut eye anyways.