So today was better. Not by much, but enough so that I can hope tomorrow will be better still. I was able to be happy about Obama being elected. And trully I did. I'm realizing how great that really is. We have a black president. Thats amazing. I didn't think it was going to happen. Thats increadable. I hope our next president will be a woma, and god I hope its not Palin. I really trully do.
God. I feel so numb. I have no idea what I am feeling. When I first found out that Prop 8 had passed, I went through this whole cycle of freaking out. At first I couldn't beleive it. I mean, could you?
It makes me sad that my first journal entry will be a sad one. But really, what choice do I have? Prop 8 has been passed, and there is now a constitutional ban on same-sex marrages.
I've cried so much today.
I cried myself to sleep last night, and I woke up crying.
I quietly cried quietly through health.
I cried through math, and through english I cried still.