am i obsessive if i can't stop thinking about him? i have dreams with him in them, holding my hand or going to sleep by him. and normaly i don't dream! my most recent dream about him was one where i met his mom and he introduced me and everything, but he was different somehow. like he was , . . . whole, that is the only word i can think of. then the dream shifted and i was introduceing MY parents, and i seemed to feel like i was loseing a part of myself, but gaining something in exchange. i see the only truth in this world as the law of equvalent exchange.
I HATE THIS PEICE OF SHIT, PODUNK LITTLE TOWN! I AM SICK OF IT AND ALL THE PEOPLE HERE! I WANT TO GET AWAY FROM HERE, AND GO AS FAR AWAY AS I CAN, LIKE NEW YORK. AT LEAST IN A BIG CITY I CAN DISSAPEAR EASIER THAN IN THIS LITTLE TOWN WITH THE VILLAGE PEOPLE EITHER TRYING TO GIVE ME ADVICE, OR CHASEING ME WITH THEIR TORCHES AND PITCHFORKS.If anyone can help me along it would be great. And as an added plus *rolls eyes*, my family is now officialy bankrupt. Help, please?
Pretty Rave Girl~~~DJ Sr3l
i am on here with the loveing couple and it is like, dead. i am kinda bored but nobody really posted anything i dave an opinion on. so i will watch and wait for the lovebirds to come back. i am probably going to be mugged by a buldyke army soon... that is WAY scarier than an army of ferrets with flamethrowers!!!!!
well i useualy like the cold better, even though my friends all use me as a space heater during the winter because i am always so warm, but this afternoon i was sitting outside burning off some trash in our trash pit. i am useualy not too trusting of fire, but today i was sitting there and i thought that the fire was very beautiful. i think tyler has gotten in my head a little bit, but i like fire now. i thik i will try to be more like the phoenix and rise from the ashes of my errors. i feel like i am renewed and it is all good. i feel like i am , . . . new.
what once was anger became joy, and once was hate has now become love! and it is all thanks to several people on here, but one in particular. if you want to know ask around but i wont give anything away. well i am going to finsh listening to my new song list( Disturbed-The Sickness) i am going to take a shower and then i am off to bed!!!!! GOODNIGHT T!!!!!!! I <3 YOU!!!!!! lol i sound like a little kid.
okay so today is april fool's day, so i try to prank my friends at lunch. one of the teachers is behind me and thinks i have bitten off my toung or something, but i just had some stage makeup(blood capsule) in my mouth. so she buggs out as i am trying to explain it to her, and i wind up getting detention from 5th period today and all of tomorrow. i officialy hate highschool. i am so glad that i am going to be graduateing like in one year!!!!!!!!! i am going to move out then too. anyone want a 17 year old housemate who is an actor/model/cook/nurse????
i was wondering, what is your favorite type of music/bands/song?
this is mainly directed to biohazard, jeff, jmy, bulldyke, adam, eli, and mark.
i want to know!!!!!!! tell me plz!!!!!!!!! i am just curious.
everyone can tell me if i am being to much of an ass, but these are the ppl i talk to most so i am asking them.
I feel like no body likes me on here. if i said something to offend anone please forgive me. i am trying to change, but it is a long and ardous journey, so please try to bear with me. i just feel like i am being ignored on here for some reason, useualy you all have such good advice for everyone, but i don't get any
well i am sitting here in class and one of the guys i like is sitting two seats away, but i am sure he is streight. not too sure tho cuz he gave me one of his hats(i had to scratch out the aryan nation thing on it tho) he wishes he were a skinhead i think. he is really cute tho, and i want to ask him out! i am scared to tho...
this has been your random look into my head for the day!
1)i hope i spelled it right
2)i think we should ste up a "mark tracker" to keep up with mark
3)also we should try to help him out by giveing him food, a place to sleep, and/or a place to cleen up. maybe get him some new clothes.
i now will start a "support mark" group!!!!!!! everyone is invited to help.
so i asked him out, he said yes, goes home and tells his parental units, 15 hours later we break up. i might go back out with him, we will just have to see.
well i have yet another crush. this one is two years younger than me, TO THE SECOND!!!! anyway, he is thinking he is bi, and i know i flirt with him alot, but he flirts back and i don't think he knows he flirts back. on the bus ride to school we listen to rock songs like byob by s.o.d.(system of a down), and we like barely touch eachother and i get this MEGA electric shock starting from where he touched me. i put him in a headlock before school, and he leaned into me, but then he pulled away once he realized it. he says he doesn't like me like that, but i'm not sure.
man i have such a headache!!!!! i just remembered about an old crush i had in like eighth grade, and i'm just now makeing a move to talk to them. i like a freshman in my highschool. i also like my ex still, even though he has a girlfriend now. rawr!!!!!!!! well for now i will call my re-crush frome eighth grade bob.
i want to be prepared for when i move(cuz i know my dad will get the job), and was wondering if such a thing existed. and i don't mean stuff like aerosmith and other softcore rock (sissy stuff), i want HARDCORE rock (HELL YEAH!!!!) and any help would be very much apriciated.