I stand here,
feel the warmth spread out from your body,
taste the bitterness on my tongue.
You don't know I exist,
yet here you stand,
gaze into my eyes and smile.
Fingernails slice palms,
loosen my fist grip upon emotion.
Walk away from me,
let me watch you go,
feel that tug.
Oh how it scares me so!
This can't be me.
Oh how it tempts me!
Would you care,
you gorgeous statue of goddess?
Would you stare with soft terror
if I whispered my desire in your ear?
See that rainbow across the sky,
you can't be me!
With one feminine attraction,
Alrighty...so this is my first journal entry! And yea..well this is the first online..or any kind..or group for young gays...and I'm honestly worried about what I'll find. I mean...I'm really comfortable with who I am...there's a certain something about being a young lesbian in today's society...ok so I'm not gonna go into my life story here...that's just wierd, but...I hope to somehow connect with some others like me.