this coming weekend,, i shall be the medeival fair. i shall wear my friends dress, and she shall wear my my male stuff. tho, i have to admit, my male outfit looked pretty flamboyant anyway XD
last night was uber trippy. i kept getting these terrifying images in my head, for like 3 hours. and i hadn't even wacthed/done anything creepy yesterday, but for some reason as soon as i tried to go to bed, i had all these horrific thoughts. i bet the lord is letting satan prod me with his nightmare stick becuase i dont think he is existant.
We exited the building with no more issues. We started to sprint towards the fence, Leo and I taking the lead. We got to the fence, and they all started going through. Jason, the Anne Lee, then Lindsay, then Bryce, Leo, and I was waiting to be the last through. Leo was just bending down to go through, when a security guard started to shout at us and run. “Hey you! You kids! Get over here!” Leo crawled out and I started to follow. He was coming fast, but I thought I could make it. I had my shoulders through, when I felt him grab my feet.
Lindsay was incredulous “why’d you name it that?”
“Oh, this is why” he booted the computer that had now shut down completely. Blocky green text started to go across the screen. I looked closely at it “in the beginning, God…”
Then the text started to move up to reveal more text, very rapidly “is this the entire bible? “
“It certainly is. Once it reaches the bottom, it will start over again.” He seemed to think for a second”oh, I hope I turned off the mailing feature.”
That sounded bad “the what?”
camp for a week. i get to sing songs about HOW MUCH I LOVE JESUS! YAY! :/ at least i will be with friends. i jsut finished a story. first happpy ending ive ever written all the way through. you can read if you want.
god, i love it when i have th house to myself. i did all of yesterday, cuase i got out of church by pretending i had a headache. it was glorious.
soon, i shall bake cookies, and once they are baked, i will be giving them as a gift to my local mosque. i kinda want to say some words of apology as well, for the U.S. being a gaint dick to islam.
im like almost ceratin i will be breaking up with my boyfriend as soon as i see him in person again. i got remianded this last weekend what it is like to be around a guy who really treats me well, and i deserve to be treated well, goddamnit.
im finally starting to play civilization 4 again after like 2 years, since i finally grasp how to suceed. wish me luck in it :)
nothing to make you feel accepted and cared for by your community then having a group of church people yell at you that your going to hell for being queer when you try to give them baked goods :)
im not sure what to do about my boyfriend. hes hardly talks to me, and he sees me even less then he talks to me. he alwasy has excuses to not hang out with me.
im wirting a story, and its turning out great. first story with a happy ending ive done in a long time. maybe ill put it up when its done.
also, as of a few minutes ago, my cat fell asleep and started snoring XD
ive written something, but i almost hesitat to share it with anyone, especialey the people of oasis since its so public, for just how srewed up it is. it acauley makes me worry about myself, that i could imagine the kind of world that im writing about.
ive been posting alot of journals latley. i feel guilty about it, since i always talk about trivial things.
its awfully hot, i really hate it. i want it to be frigid.
do you ever look at a group of people, and just crave a world where its normal to be gay, and differnt to be straight?
sometimes i wonder if in the future, when we can use nanotechnology to produce all the food we can(idk if thats possible, but you know, some way we can just not need plants anymore) that people will be up in arms about plants rights, kinda like animals rights. i mean, that sounds insane right now, but hey, people will get worked up over anything.
you know what sentence i hate, and people probabley think its a huge compliment "oh, i wouldnt have thought you were gay, your a coold guy"
i jsut got back form fred meyers, they had a disagreeable book. it talked about how homosexaulity was a choice, how it was a sin, how it degraded the moral fiber of society, yadda yadda. and i wouldnt miind that, well i would, but i wouldnt get worked up over it if i could have found one book in there that had had any sort of defense of homosexauls/homosexaulity. i couldnt find a one, but i did find another one pretty much repeating what the other book says. i kinda want to talk to the manager, and request that books with the opposite point of view be sold as well.
dunno why, but i really dont like recognition for the kind things i do for people. i supose it has to do with me wanting people to like me for my personality rather then my actions, if that makes sense.
lol ive been wrestling alot the last ouple of days.
i did rather want to go to pride this year, but my mum forbade me, becuase she is afraid of seattle. :/ so then she got pissed at me for being dissapointed.
my boyfreind is making me worried. it seems like he never wants to hang out with me. he always has an excuse for a reason he cant whenever i try to arrange it. i dunno if its just bad timing, or if hes doing it on purpose.
all the new poeple that are showing up :D its been a while since weve gotten an influx of them :)
i was in borders books, looking for a book for my freinds birthday. i walked past the bible setion. saw a shelf labeled "christian fiction". one of the spots on the shelf was empty. so i took a bible, and put it in the empty fiction bit of the bible setion. i hope it gives someone a good laugh :)
pretty much. i dont think people should own guns, besides like a hunting rifle, if they are registered to hunt.
i suport socialism
i think wars should only be fought if a human atrociaty is being commited, and then, it should always be a coalition force that goes in, not a single country.
i think church and state should be kept apart, on differnt worlds, in differnt universes, in differnt dimension.
i support abortion, waveringly tho. im kinds in the middle, but i lean twords the support.
tommorow im having a pretend rave at my house. i need a party scene for a anti drug video for health. i bought lots of glow sticks...that pretty much is the only thing i know about raves...what do people do at those? besides glow sticks and drugs?
it will be a sad rave tho, with lets see...7 people? i mean those thigns are normally big, right?
oh goodness, today at lunch my boyfriend found out that if he kisses me on the neck, it makes me want to cum in my boxers. my neck is kinda like ultra plasure spot for me.