Today my mom, my brother, Frances, and I went to the zoo. After 3 hours we dropped off frances and my brother.
After that me and my mom went to a therapist named Debbie. I went in while my mom waited outside. An hour later, and it turns out I have clinical depression and need to go see a doctor within the next week or so to get medicine.
The fact that I am bi didn't even come up. It actually wasn't that bad.
My mom figured out I was bi. She took my computor and put parental control on it. She doesn't know about this website, and I don't plan on letting her know. She started going on and on about how she doeesn't know me a ymore. Wht does she expect though after 4 years of ignoring me? She kept asking me what I thought and what I wanted from our relationship. I tried to tell her but she just said she didn't understand. Im not allowed to watch the L word anymore. She says it is 'inapprpriate'. She also is collecting information about which websites I go to.
Today was my brothers birthday! We were both sick though, so we spent all day at home from school. I made chocolate chip smiley pancakes for breakfast. He got a paint ball gun for his b-day from our parents.
I was bored and had nothing to do all day, so I watched the L word reruns on youtube since I have never seen the series. I have seen season 1 and the first nine episodes of season two. It is truly a great series.
Today was crazy! Some of my 'friends' decided to shun me since I came out. My other friends and I have become a lot closer though. I have started hanging out with upperclassmen because they are more mature and understanding. I found out that Oklahoma City has a large gay population. I was really excited so I told some people. SOme were interested, others said I was lying.
After being in denial for almost two years, I finally came to accept and realize that I am bisexual. I decided I would come out to my friends today. It was really big deal for me, and I was super nervous. After I told my friends, I felt so much lighter.