Ok, so my horrifically long explanation of this situation has just been deleted because my internet loves to fail. Its probably for the best though because its quite simple. Houstons having its huge pride parade on Saturday and I've wanted to go for years, however I have also just got invited to go to Galveston with one of my good friends who is also a girl i've liked for a long time. She goes there a lot so it's not like I wont have other opportunity to go down there.
So here is a quick question Oasis, since coming out is a big issue on this lovely site I was wondering if it mattered whether or not you had stuck a specific label on yourself before telling people your secrets. Like for me, I am pretty sure I'm not going to start liking guys anymore than I do right now, which isn't very much, but I am afraid if I come out as a lesbian no one would understand if I ended up liking a guy in the future.
Last night I went to one of my best friend's sweet sixteen party and was having a great time. A lot of my friends were there and we watched movies, threw confetti eggs, and talked about random shit. I unintentionally just had to go and start some drama. My other friend had been texting me the whole time for whatever reason and she texted me something about the girl I like who was also there and I just turned and asked her what it was supposed to mean. And of course everyone stopped and turned to look at me, including of course M, the girl I've liked since 8th grade.
I will miss you :(
A small victory, but a very satisfying one :D Also, this really adorable girl I like is coming home tomorrow and we are probably going to hang out all weekend to make up for spring break. She just texted me and said she can't wait to see me and get out of oklahoma. I got so excited lol yeah im pathetic. Anyways after a week of no antidepressants my dad finally picked up my lexapro which will just make my weekend better because I've been really crazy without them since I was forced to just stop taking them after I've been on them for more than 2 months.
So I just told my friend I was a member of this site, trying to be open and honest and all that shit. I'm an idiot. I really didnt know I was so scared of people knowing but I guess I am. I don't know what she's going to do now but I don't think it will be anything bad....*fingers crossed*
I just got back from my friends house and we all watched the last performance of RENT and we were crying like babies. We're all huge rentheads and i finally got the dvd. When Anthony Rapp walked out at the end I about had a heart attack :) I think he's really amazing and I'm going to see him May 2 when the touring cast comes to Houston. Adam Pascal will be in it also so I'm sure I won't be sleeping the week before :D I'm so glad I'm on spring break... Anyways I'm off to Galveston!!! It's nasty but always a really good time.
My fatass just got a 2 year membership to 24 hour fitness!! :D So, a few weeks ago, I was in a huge fight with my dad which ended with him almost slapping me across the face. The fight mainly focused on money-as always- because my parents are divorced and he only wants to really be my father four days out of the month. Which is perfectly fine with me but when he insisted I pay for everything because he pays child support I blew up and said how can I do that when I cannot even get a decent job until I'm at least 16?!
Well, I finally decided to just join after reading this site for a while and feeling a bit weird about it :) I'm Katie, 15, and in the wonderful state of Texas. I'm a sophomore at a pretty big surburban high school (5000 students), so it really could be worse. I have great friends and a decent family so I'm not so much afraid of "being outed" as just not wanting to wear the label. I hate being called anything, so the cliche kind of fits- I really don't want to be in a box. I know I like girls and I really don't think it's a big deal at all.