I hate it when I can't tell if a girl is into me or not. I think it's just different because there's such a thin line between girl-friend and girlfriend. Girls that are totally straight will act flirty with eachother but they never think of it that way, and it's so confusing to me! >.<
Which brings me to my problem(s):
My English class in school has started a poetry unit, which is nice because I like poetry. The main assignment though, is to write a poem pertaining to our "heritage, family, ethnicity, or cultural veiwpoint." The stongest cultural ties I have though are to people like all of you and I don't know if that's a proper writing topic for english class, despite the fact that my English teacher is a feminist, has a history of sympathy towards the queer students at my school, and seems to like me.
Last ngiht I went to see Tegan and Sara live in concert when they were in my city. IT WAS THE BEST THING EVER! I have to say I went in with minimal expectations, because so many people suck live, but they were amazing. I like them even better live than on CD. :) I sang along to almost every song and by the end of the night I was losing my voice. Definately the best time I've had in a while.
So pretty mcuh the Oscars last night were fantastic. All the nominees for original score were sooo good. I couldn't pick who I wanted to win. Also Neil Patrick Harris's opening schpiel (sp?) was pretty epic, although I'm not sure if it tops last year's, with Hugh Jackman. What do you think?
So there's this guy at school that likes me. He knows I'm lesbian but he still likes me. He flirts with me sometimes and I'm fine with it and I kinda tease him sometimes. Now, I have absolutely no attraction to him, but I do like it when he flirts with me.
This leaves me feeling very confused as of late because he suggests that I'm bi, and the facts (that I don't discourage his flirting) seem to suggest that as well. I know I'm not attracted to him but I'm wondering why it is that I'm acting this way... Is it just the fact that I'm flattered? What do you think?
So... today was pretty good actually. I actually understand arcylic paint now which makes art class no longer a fail. :)
I have a B in 4 of my 8 classes now though so I'm thinking my parents will ground me if I don't fix that soon.