So, I've been gone for a few days. I'm miserable. My mom came home from her Las Vegas trip. She and my dad are already arguing like three year olds. My sister is blasting Hannah Montana and Jonas Brothers, so I want to shoot myself in the ear. .__. My mom seems to have a stick up her ass because my dad took me to the doctor.
I have not had any social interaction in three days. :| I am such a loser. I guess it's because I have horrible problems with being social within the past few years. I am not a "loner" or anti-social, but I have social anxiety. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_anxiety) It was really bad in sixth and seventh grade, but it nearly disappeared completely by the middle of eighth, and unfortunately came back once that ended.
My mother is the most ridiculous, immature, and controlling person I've ever met in my life. She only really got this way in the past five years or so. I'm afraid of her because I don't like angry people, and she gives off this constantly angry vibe that just freaks me out. Our personalities clash SO badly it's insane. I can barely stand her these days. Some days she'll treat me like I'm five, and some days she'll treat me as her "equal."
So, this is the first time I posted here and stuff... I decided to come here because I need some advice and to vent or something. I tend to ramble a lot, so this is probably going to end up being the longest post in the history of the internet. I apologize. I also probably sound so dumb in this, but it's late at night, I'm extremely frustrated by my Nintendo DS, and teen angst ahoy! (I am a high school student. ...Unfortunately. I hope everyone else isn't like, twice my age. x_x)