So to start off, i fucking love Avatar: the last air bender!! no not the horrible excuse for a movie but the series lol just because its an amazing story, its funny, and it would be awesome to manipulate a natural element XD so anywhats for awhile Avatar: the legend of Korra has been airing and i've wanted to watch it really really really bad and all my friends said it was awesome. so i finally got to watch it when i was hanging out with my ex.... and i loved it!
The Tower; this tarot card represents great change, but this change will always be destructive, all that is old will crumble down and burn, leaving a new path for something new
For a long time i hoped and dreamed for a new start, living in cedar city has been a constant struggle with no breaks. I hit brick wall after brick wall and everything i achieved and earned was stripped and ripped away from me slowly and painfully, i used to think well maybe it was in my head until my own mother told me it broke her heart to see it happen to me.
its official, the preppy gay people at the local university are uneasy around me lol maybe its the dark and tattered wardrobe that i usually wear hehehe but there was this cute guy checking me out lol i fucking hate you alliance meetings you are really depressing, that was not the type of info i was looking for :/ everything in there was an awareness of how much it sucks to be gay, no joke i wanted to cry afterwards :( having every negative aspect of the LGBTQ community being literally shoved in your face. Im never doing that again
well, well, well children ^^ i was sitting so lonely perched on my ominous throne(computer chair), when a thought; yes a thought, so gently entered my mind.... hehehe How many of you on here, are pagan??? wiccan, shamanistic, alchemists, high priest/priestess', solitary practitioners, sages, white witches, or flat out black magic bitches ^^ im seriously curious to know who here on oasis is, or if im the only one. so let me know, dont be shy :3
and always remember; theres no "i" in "pie" except for the "i"but enough about numbers heres a music video
so i've been seeing this alot lately, and i dont know if this is a reoccurring thing around the globe or if its just the locals here being a lil derp-a-derp but i've been seeing alot of males in the gay community who are typically masculine and manly bashing, bitching, and harassing gays guys who are really feminine, girly, womanly, ect. really? the main reason why that i've heard is that "they bring a bad name to the gay community" , "i only date "men" if you date one of them you might as well be straight" where is this shit coming from?
You know, i realized the other day that its perfectly fine.... to loose it, give in to those dark and numbing feelings of depression or those mentaly unstable thoughts, people loose it sometimes maybe because they lost the only one they loved, or lost everything, or they feel lost about who they are anymore and are at war with themselves. we go crazy, bonkers, nuts, we cry about it, scream, freak out, and do things we generally regret later on in the day.
At some point in time it started feeling like i didn't belong in my own life, how the fuck do you explain that one? its like your in the wrong place and its always the wrong time, like a bad dream. oh well it wont last forever its just gonna feel like it :/ plus all this crazy shit with my ex(broken up for 6 months after 3 years together), he said he loved me after we had sex last week, i still have feelings for him but im not sure if i should :( am i doing something wrong?
this video and song are sick! lol
You ever had that feeling, of an instant connection with someone and they had it too? And everytime you would talk to them you would get all giddy, just that feeling of that super awesomeness that you couldnt get around anyone else? Like everything was perfect, even mistakes were perfect.
i've noticed something..... dire O_O, the only woman who could ever possibly make me straight is RuPaul.... lol on that note i have a curiously fattening inquiry of a most psychotropic topic!! Have any of you ever tried a deep fried twinkie?????
Have you ever hung out with your friends going to the park or just chillin around town, and they're having a conversation then when you try to get into it but no hears you no matter how loud you are? I've noticed that happens to me a lot, whenever i hang out with my friends and there talking about something i try to get involved and nobody hears me not even my babe. They always come to get me to chill with them yet i get ignored like 2/3rds of the time and i feel like all i am is just the means of transportation or just someone to take up space.