Good show, watch it.
I don't know why this one in particular is affecting me more than usual: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/10/17/jamie-hubley-commits-suicide_n_...
But it is. It's like ruined my whole day :P and I'm just wondering WHY THE FUCK ARE ALL THESE HOT GAY GUYS OFF IN OTHER PLACES TOTALLY OPEN AND THEN DESPAIR FOR LACK OF FUCKING COMPANIONSHIP AND KILL THEMSELVES. I'M RIGHT FUCKING HERE SERIOUSLY.
I mean, Billy Lucas, Seth Walsh, Harrison Chase Brown and now another guy I can't stop thinking his last name is only 1 letter off from our Matthew's.
Anyway, I've decided I'll actually write a journal, since I've decided that rather than take notes on the WHAP chapter she told us to, I'm going to just read it for the quiz tomorrow, and hopefully assume that the notes are due on Thursday.
Because it's kinda confusing. For one, she only sometimes collects the weekly notes, and I'm still not sure if the due date is Monday or Thursday.
I'll assume Thursday...
Anyway, had a swim meet today. It was fine. Bad points- I dropped very little time, I'm not getting faster.
But for tonight I'm going to bed soon cause I have to be at a place that's an hour away at 7:45, so you know what that means :P
Getting up when I fucking usually do for school on a fucking Sunday. Pissing me off. But at least after then I have the day to myself, and I'll be able to post a journal I've been wanting to for a while, but this'll just be a quick...
I don't know why I'm so bad...
There's this chick on fb who always posts things that have a certain fascination for me, cause it's entertaining to see that someone can really be that much of a fruitcake.
So I keep feeling tempted to comment even when I know I shouldn't...
"I really dislike it when people swear on facebook and to my face. you think u say things like that to look cool but really you just down yourself. and it doesnt encourage anybody. it just puts people in a bad mood. So wats the point?"
Sorry I haven't been journaling. I've been fucking off for a while after school and then I have to frantically do homework and get to bed, and I usually journal before bed, so yeah.
I have homework still to do, a lot, right now. I'm such a fuckass.
I really wanna write a philosophical journal, but I don't have time, and I have even more homework tomorrow, but if I actually apply myself I might still be able to journal if I just DO FUCKING SCHOOLWORK FIRST before fucking off.
You can see our debt approaching our GDP now... It's already at over 99%...
Ugh. I mean, I ain't some debt-hating pinhead, but that's pretty bad.
We had a surplus under Clinton, before Bush bent it over a table and brutally strangled and assraped it...
Democrats are a little too much tax and spend, and Republicans are way too much don't tax and spend more on useless things.
FUCK journal loss. WHAT THE FUCK SERIOUSLY I DON’T EVEN THAT IS ANNOYING.
Anyway, I’ll quickly retype what I had.
I’m so glad the week is finally almost over. Tomorrow’s a half day so easy day for me, although there’ll probably be homework I realise then that I forgot to do.
Seems like there always is.
So I told myself to cut back on the drinking and I lasted 72 hours.
Not exactly an epic victory, but in my case I think you're going to have to take what you can get :P
I dunno if I have homework tonight. I hope not.
All I've been doing is playing guitar hero and then doing various things on the computer while listening to the Marche Slave:
Everyone would just love to be a tortured artist, although I don't think there's been one before or since Van Gogh.
Maybe I'll believe someone when they tell me of their deep inner pain, when they kill themselves after painting something like The Starry Night: http://www.vangoghgallery.com/painting/starryindex.html
Tired as hell though.
Jesus I hate freeway driving. I mean, I almost never get as much sleep as I probably should, so I'm usually tired all the time during the day, only it can be hidden if I'm active and I don't feel like I immediately want to sleep...
So, what do you guys think of it?
Cause it can be one of the most evil activities humans have ever conspired to commit.
But it could also help people, right?
I mention this because I've told several lies, and one of those was today.
I feel fucking great today, by the way, I bullshitted my way through 2 tests and got out of being yelled at, which I'll talk about, and I thought my parents knew something bad about me, but it turns out they didn't, and all that on very little sleep and a slight hangover this morning to boot :P
2 years on this site now. Woot...
Anyway, I have a few questions for you guys...
First, what is your favorite song?
My favorite song right now is probably One by Metallica, (although anything by Rise Against rates pretty high) I don't often listen to it but I wake up to it now every morning... Very soothing... At least at the beginning. But I like it all :P
Fuckin beast song :P
Next, what is your favorite ever TV show?
So, today, random call from my brother on the other side of the country, and basically, among other things he said he creeped on my fb page, and saw that it said I was gay, and he asked if I was gay. I dunno why I even considered lying, but I did, but I didn't even come close to, I just said "ya", and then he was like "that's excellent" and then he likened us to Nate and David in Six Feet Under, best show ever! But, in the show, Nate dies at like 40, which isn't good... Anyway...