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Life, thou art a cruel mistress

Learning about drugs would be so much easier if they weren't illegal.
It just frustrates me. Cause in Health last year it was practically breaking a rule to say the name of any drug without "is bad" following it.
Because the shit we learned in Health, that frustrates me. I mean, drugs are illegal, so they can't exactly write a glowing endorsement about them, but I know all that scary shit that they show you about "LOOK, LOOK EVERYONE. THIS PERSON SMOKED WEED ONLY ONCE AND THEY THEIR BRAIN TURNED TO MUSH AND GOT HOLES IN IT AND THEN THEY DIED O.O" is obviously un-fucking true.

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Shit man, I'm farther to the left than I thought...

http://www.gallup.com/poll/147842/Doctor-Assisted-Suicide-Moral-Issue-Di...

Wow. Apparently I'm further off the mainstream than I've previously thought... Maybe because I go to high school in a coastal state, a place I imagine is practically falling over left, at least with the people I talk to.
But, I'm generally the left side "morally acceptable" on basically all of those, the only outliers being:
The Death Penalty, one of the most useless things I can imagine, mostly cause it's just used by vindictive asswipes...

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Since I have a shit-ton of hw tonight...

A short journal will have to do for tonight.

First of all I love Ron Paul.
Because I don't understand how any Republicans can justify their positions. The Republican beliefs have, to me, 2 directly contradicting major items in them.

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First journal in a bit...

So, I'll talk about life.
Life's been, meh. Not so fantastic.
I've been a real blob, lying around the house not doing much of anything fun. And now I have homework. And I need to fucking do some of it, but I'm so unmotivated to do anything whatsoever recently.

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Profanity

Good show, watch it.

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How would you commit suicide?

I don't know why this one in particular is affecting me more than usual: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/10/17/jamie-hubley-commits-suicide_n_...

But it is. It's like ruined my whole day :P and I'm just wondering WHY THE FUCK ARE ALL THESE HOT GAY GUYS OFF IN OTHER PLACES TOTALLY OPEN AND THEN DESPAIR FOR LACK OF FUCKING COMPANIONSHIP AND KILL THEMSELVES. I'M RIGHT FUCKING HERE SERIOUSLY.
I mean, Billy Lucas, Seth Walsh, Harrison Chase Brown and now another guy I can't stop thinking his last name is only 1 letter off from our Matthew's.

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I wonder who writes these things... (and a bit of philosophy too...)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fuck

Anyway, I've decided I'll actually write a journal, since I've decided that rather than take notes on the WHAP chapter she told us to, I'm going to just read it for the quiz tomorrow, and hopefully assume that the notes are due on Thursday.
Because it's kinda confusing. For one, she only sometimes collects the weekly notes, and I'm still not sure if the due date is Monday or Thursday.
I'll assume Thursday...

Anyway, had a swim meet today. It was fine. Bad points- I dropped very little time, I'm not getting faster.

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Ok, seriously I need to post a not boring journal

But for tonight I'm going to bed soon cause I have to be at a place that's an hour away at 7:45, so you know what that means :P
Getting up when I fucking usually do for school on a fucking Sunday. Pissing me off. But at least after then I have the day to myself, and I'll be able to post a journal I've been wanting to for a while, but this'll just be a quick...

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Imma naughty boy

I don't know why I'm so bad...
There's this chick on fb who always posts things that have a certain fascination for me, cause it's entertaining to see that someone can really be that much of a fruitcake.
So I keep feeling tempted to comment even when I know I shouldn't...
"I really dislike it when people swear on facebook and to my face. you think u say things like that to look cool but really you just down yourself. and it doesnt encourage anybody. it just puts people in a bad mood. So wats the point?"

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FUCK I wanna cry now, seriously

Sorry I haven't been journaling. I've been fucking off for a while after school and then I have to frantically do homework and get to bed, and I usually journal before bed, so yeah.
I have homework still to do, a lot, right now. I'm such a fuckass.

I really wanna write a philosophical journal, but I don't have time, and I have even more homework tomorrow, but if I actually apply myself I might still be able to journal if I just DO FUCKING SCHOOLWORK FIRST before fucking off.

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AAAAUUUGHGGHG!!!

LOOK: http://www.usdebtclock.org/index.html

You can see our debt approaching our GDP now... It's already at over 99%...
Ugh. I mean, I ain't some debt-hating pinhead, but that's pretty bad.
We had a surplus under Clinton, before Bush bent it over a table and brutally strangled and assraped it...
Democrats are a little too much tax and spend, and Republicans are way too much don't tax and spend more on useless things.

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I wish this guy was reffing my soccer games...

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Fuck, I tired

FUCK journal loss. WHAT THE FUCK SERIOUSLY I DON’T EVEN THAT IS ANNOYING.

Anyway, I’ll quickly retype what I had.

I’m so glad the week is finally almost over. Tomorrow’s a half day so easy day for me, although there’ll probably be homework I realise then that I forgot to do.
Seems like there always is.

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It tasted like victory

So I told myself to cut back on the drinking and I lasted 72 hours.
Not exactly an epic victory, but in my case I think you're going to have to take what you can get :P

I dunno if I have homework tonight. I hope not.
All I've been doing is playing guitar hero and then doing various things on the computer while listening to the Marche Slave:

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The Tortured Artist

Everyone would just love to be a tortured artist, although I don't think there's been one before or since Van Gogh.
Maybe I'll believe someone when they tell me of their deep inner pain, when they kill themselves after painting something like The Starry Night: http://www.vangoghgallery.com/painting/starryindex.html

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