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Show Band Competition + sickness

So I was gonna write this earlier, but I've been asleep for most of the day. I'll probably get to a nice, thorough journal sometime when I'm not pasing out. took some codeiene cough syrpup a while ago so i'm starting to fel the efffects

#1- last journal,, Miche kind of "brok eup with me" abd said we couldn't flirt
#2- this was promptly ignored again as of yesterday at the band compettition, on the bus ride home/being outside in the cold
#3- we had a band competition that I'll post photos/videos of so you can check it out

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forget the last journal

sometimes i just want to gut myself

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HOMECOMING OH GOD C:

http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash4/308109_109753165848189_120364...

guess what

guess what guys

SOMEONE TOOK MICHELLE TO HOMECOMING OH YES

IT WAS ME

c:

So friday night after the football game, the whole show band goes to a local italian food joint and hangs out. So I bought us dinner and then c: she asked me to go to Homecoming with her!

Okay so I'm really tired, so I'm gonna copy/paste my chat block chunk of data to read from if you want to know what happened. It was... very good C:

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Facebook + love life + rambling?

ok so like a bunch of shit happened with the lady so things aren't great anymore

I don't know at the minute if I'll be unlazy enough to write about it

BUT FIRST OK guys I finally got a facebook so
if anyone wants to friend me or something idk http://www.facebook.com/shelby.noelle.79 here you go

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My complicated love life + updates

So my first very real, very gay set of news might take a while to write but I'm thoroughly excited. You'll have to wait a moment though c:

Right now, I'm sitting at home eating breakfast and watching Harry Potter. But SHELBY! you might say, It's a school day!

Well, yes. I'm in Running Start, a college in the high school program. So as it is, I go to first period (orchestra) and then I come home and I"m done with school (until college starts on the 24th, then that's a whole 'nother story, but I'll get to that when it happens).

So, I finallllly have time to write things!

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Interview With a Cannibal

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BosZxa1bYcE

30 minute documentary... Pretty interesting!...

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migraines migraines migraines

so today I had a horrible migraine all day

I get them rather often, at least once a week.

So.. tsk.. news!

My dad bought me a car! It's absolutely amazing actually, like, I'm so happy with it. It's a 2001 black jeep grand cherokee and it's gorgeous. It has a lot of small issues and one big engine issue, but dad got it for like 1/7 of the cost. He's a great mechanic though so he'll fix it up awesome c:

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SO ROMANTIC STUFF JUST ALL WENT IN THE TRASH TODAY AHAHA + BETTER hair pictures

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7ak4ox3qj1qcbr5g.jpg
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7ak5jqFRj1qcbr5g.jpg

LOOK BETTER QUALITY THIS TIME

Anyways if you were just here for the hair, go ‘head and X out now

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Stuff! :)

so first off- HAIRCUT!

SHITTY WEBCAM QUALITY PICS GO
http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m78poqjj6h1qd5s4ho1_500.jpg

I love my haircut. It's very short and shaved on the back and sides, and the bangs are just POOF. I basically schmear styling clay/gel on it and tousle it and it's all good to go c: or just wake up and let the bedhead fly.

Anyways- My life has been really great!!!! a few possible new love interests, but nothing serious or permanent, AWESOME TIMES with a few of my close, older friends :) and guard is starting up, too!

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Paper Towns, Paper People, Paper Lives

We find it difficult to understand that other people are human beings in the same way we are. We idealize them as gods, or dismiss them as animals

So I just finished rereading Paper Towns, by John Green. I haven't read it in years, and I always love his books. They get me thinking.

For any who have not read the book, and some who have, it is not a love story- Not romantic love, at least. Despite it involving Quentin, the main character, being in love with Margo Roth Speigleman, the main lesson of the book is this-

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I HAVE A STRONG NEED TO WRITE A JOURNAL

BUT ABOUT WHAT, I DO NOT KNOW

today I went shopping, bought some new shorts for band camp and POKEMON SHIRTS!
they're kinda lame b/c they're just pikachu, but egh. Any pokemon shirt is good for me c:

I have been handling the breakup well, mostly! c: In fact, I have a NEW BOYTHING
we've got a bromance. He's my brofriend.

really we're both too fukken awkward to make the relationship any sort of feelsy on a regular basis so we like call each other dude and be dicks to people and play video games

that is our relationship so far

I like it

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I suppose I should write the obligatory father journal

My dad is awesome.

Sometimes he's really stubborn and old-fashioned and doesn't really know how to handle me crying and stuff, but mostly, my dad is really fair.

I have no idea sometimes how he stands being married to mom when she's all cranky, though... He's a trooper. He's a good guy yaknow?

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Angst

So, basically. The ex.

I don't wanna get too wordy and emotional, so I'll bulletpoint.

-is doing exactly what he did last year
-is the angstmaster flex
-angstmeister
-angstopia
-so he dumps me again
-I am happy
-he is angsty
-can't even sit at the same lunch table as me with his best friends there
-like
-can't you just ignore me
-no?
-woops emotions
-guess I was right
-you know
-again

So honestly, I'm not THAT upset about the breakup, 'cause I know what's going on... same as last year.
Kid's got so many damn emotions, he really needs to sort them out.

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Sigh..

so I got dumped, or attempted dumped today.

great.

over a stupid, stupid, stupid!!!!! reason.
now school will be lonely and fuckall.

god
fucking
damn it

he is so complicated and yet wonderful at the same time and all i want is things to be okay, to be okay again, and for him to say he loves me like he did today and tell me he loves my tiny baby hands

everything was fine so soon ago

fuckall

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Supernatural Experiences

Okay! So hey guys. I'm up late with another rousing case of my nighttime anxiety about stupid things.

Anyways, I have an odd curiosity towards the supernatural, but reading about it fucks me over in the sleep department. So.. while I'm up... Anyone have any creepy stories? Things you never figured out that happened when you were little?

I have a few but they're kinda silly, not worth telling. My friend remembers some little things, like laying down to take a nap on a bed where there was a shelf right across, and waking up and all the things were rearranged but nobody moved them.

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