You ever just feel so freaking lesbian some days that everything just feels that way too?
I dunno how to explain it. I'm happy, life's happy, and there's pretty girls everywhere, and I kept picking out pretty ones that I thought "had that look". But it's sort of a joke, I know you can't tell by looking. There was just a TON of butchy looking girls at the parade today...
I think only one person will get that title...
I'm backish I guess for a little.
MY LIFE IS BOOOOOOORING PEOPLE. Almost.
I just simply had to come back and tell you what an amazing sign I saw on the road.
So my mom starts slowing down the huge ol' Blazer and I think "Well, must be a speed bump" So I look up, cuz I like watch the car go BUDUMP BUMP and stuff
WELL THE SIGN SAID OTHERWISE
AND WHY OH WHY I HAD TO GIGGLE AT THAT
BECAUSE REALLY I'M TEN IN MY MIND, RIGHT GUYS?
Hehe... Speed hump...
So this summer, I've done STUFF
OH YES, STUFF
But it'll have to be tomorrow that I write it.
I'm in no proper emotional state as of right now to do it..
Have a nice night, and I hope you had an awesome fourth.
I've been locked in my room reading for the last three days ._.;; Literally, almost all of the day I was reading. Fff. I finished two books so far. I'm on a third today but took some time to come write this up so you know why I'm gone so often.
But summer is SO BORING when your friends are gone! Bahannah is...currently... in A LAND FAR, FAR AWAY.
And Rainbows is couch-ridden from THE DREADED SURGERIES on the KNEE AREA.
MY FAIR LADY
Watched it at my sister's house. I stayed there for two days, it was fun...
Now I'm listening to sad songs and drawing...
I wonder if anybody thinks of me before they fall asleep.
I think of you guys alot, before I drift off... Makes me happy.
I did a few new pictures, if you guys wanna see...
Made a good buddy I had of mine truly become a friend :) Her name is Superredhead 8D
She likes Rocky Horror Picture show and Vlogbrothers
This girl <3
AND SHE'S PERVY
I've not made a new girl friend in REAL LIFE in a loooooooooooong time...
She and my other best friend Mr. Lonely are gonna come over on Friday hopefully...
How AWESOME WILL THAT BE 8D
Blueboy and Cutefail are apparently back together
He really can't stand being alone, can he?
Funny news for today, at least.
Love will be.
There's too many people out there sitting and waiting for someone to love them. They wish, and want, and aim to recieve it.
The trick is to give love first.
People who go out and love and care will always be surrounded by people who love them, even if they don't realize it. Maybe they won't realize it because they're too busy caring about other people, or maybe they won't realize it because they're too happy to.
I think I'm learning. I think I'm growing up alot faster than before.
Yeah, so I met my online friend that I've known for over a year today.
And he was awesome!
But he was so nervous and shy and so was I and that was REALLY awkward XDDD
Either way, I hope he thought I was pretty. I dressed up as much as I could without looking formal :)
AND I AM SUPER HAPPY
AND THIS WILL BE SORT OF SILLY
BUT NOW I GET TO TALK TO ONE OF MY FAVORITEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER SORT OF BEEN SCARED TO TALK TO ONLINE ON MSN
Ya know who you are <3!
Ok. First off, I swear I'll get to your PM's but I've barely been on the computer the past week. Literally I haven't been on the last week until this morning for five minutes... or occasionally to read people's journals. No time for much else though.
Today was the last day of school.
I have the WORST tan lines EVER, too. It's red EVERYWHERE except my chest where the bathing suit covers and my "underwear" line for the shorts of my bathing suit. Arghhh.
My FEET are the worst, with my shoulders and sides too. It's so bad. It HURTS so badddddddd.
My nose is the reddest, and my cheeks, but they've been burnt so much I think they're used to it or something XD
But on the other hand, my forearms are just very brown because they got burnt from the parade... So I'm gonna be super tan when it heals.
Tromboning, I mean.
Anyways, I think it's a beautiful day out. Gray, raining, and cold (quick poll, do you spell it "gray" or "grey"?)
I think depending on my mood I change the spelling O_O
So I've got a Biology test tomorrow and I'm trying to study for that, but Trombone is just so much fun! I've only had the whole thing for two days though. I got it yesterday, and I've been playing it ever since XD I'm trying to teach myself "Yeah" because that's a simple band song that we tried out this year. So far, I'm doing really good :D
So Blue Boy and Cutefail broke up and I dunno for how long it'll be, but it was because Cutefail was being a 67 and flirting it up with every guy and kissed this other dude.
And I'm like "Seriously, I knew this was gonna happen"
The big question is, if he wants to get back with me (Which G Stubbornz thinks he will) what should I say? I know he's really douchey but he wasn't when he was with me. Also, I was sort of psycho and that's why he left, but now I've got a better control on myself. I've changed alot in that regard. I think I'm way more mature.
It just sorta crashes alot on me lately. I find that weird. I won this "Student of the Month" thing at my school, and you get it from one teacher and they sign it. I got "Courage and Perseverence".
My counselor signed it.
...I didn't know that was even possible. She must really think I'm special...
Dear mother, if you read this, that's a privacy problem. Stay outta my home!
Anyways, I'm super tired. Had a colorguard meeting yesterday that I'll try to write about after my long weekend... Gonna go dress shopping with Hannah! :)
"Suicide is a form of murder- Premeditated murder. It isn't something you do the first time you think of doing it. It takes getting used to. And you need the means, the opportunity, the motive. A successful suicide demands good organization and a cool head, both of which are usually incompatible with the suicidal state of mind."
"Actually, the only part of myself I wanted to kill was the part that wanted to kill herself, that dragged me into the suicide debate and made every window, kitchen implement, and subway station a rehearsal for tragedy.
Or Basshunter, Aqua, Xamanist, or Cascada?
They're my favorites right now X3
So much technotherapy...
Techo, Europop, and Trance are my loves right now. Can't help it. They make my mind go fffffff and I just fuzz out...
Any good bands to share?