It would be a little bit like Christmas when you still believe in Santa, when you open the present and you go "How did he know I wanted this?! Ahh, it's perfect!!" and it's unexpected and, well, magical to say the least.
I also expect the look on my face to be vaguely the same, except with a touch of pink blush on my ears from nervousness (Or would it be embarrassment that I wasn't presentable?).
...I'm happy :)
This is very long and sometimes hard to follow.
It knocks on the door when nobody's home, and it works on Sundays when it's supposed to go to church; and, the only reason it doesn't go is that upsetting God is a pleasant thought. It takes me all day to figure out where it went, and it takes me two seconds to realize I wish it were gone again, and everyone else seems to think it's a permanent tattoo on myself.
That was me like, two days ago :U
So here I am, trying to write a reasonably good journal so you don't all think I'm dead. Or something.
Colorguard is KILLING ME DX I am so sore today. I didn't fall asleep until like, FIVE AM last night ._.
I AM ABOUT TO DERP YOU OUT WITH POKEMON JUNK cuz I'm bored.
Isn't that cool?
Got me thinking though...
When I'm sleepy I plan out dates or special moments I would like to have with people. Today's was really sweet.
Sad part about knowing someone who's getting married is that you start to wonder if it'll ever happen to you.
You ever just feel so freaking lesbian some days that everything just feels that way too?
I dunno how to explain it. I'm happy, life's happy, and there's pretty girls everywhere, and I kept picking out pretty ones that I thought "had that look". But it's sort of a joke, I know you can't tell by looking. There was just a TON of butchy looking girls at the parade today...
I think only one person will get that title...
I'm backish I guess for a little.
MY LIFE IS BOOOOOOORING PEOPLE. Almost.
I just simply had to come back and tell you what an amazing sign I saw on the road.
So my mom starts slowing down the huge ol' Blazer and I think "Well, must be a speed bump" So I look up, cuz I like watch the car go BUDUMP BUMP and stuff
WELL THE SIGN SAID OTHERWISE
AND WHY OH WHY I HAD TO GIGGLE AT THAT
BECAUSE REALLY I'M TEN IN MY MIND, RIGHT GUYS?
Hehe... Speed hump...
So this summer, I've done STUFF
OH YES, STUFF
But it'll have to be tomorrow that I write it.
I'm in no proper emotional state as of right now to do it..
Have a nice night, and I hope you had an awesome fourth.
I've been locked in my room reading for the last three days ._.;; Literally, almost all of the day I was reading. Fff. I finished two books so far. I'm on a third today but took some time to come write this up so you know why I'm gone so often.
But summer is SO BORING when your friends are gone! Bahannah is...currently... in A LAND FAR, FAR AWAY.
And Rainbows is couch-ridden from THE DREADED SURGERIES on the KNEE AREA.
MY FAIR LADY
Watched it at my sister's house. I stayed there for two days, it was fun...
Now I'm listening to sad songs and drawing...
I wonder if anybody thinks of me before they fall asleep.
I think of you guys alot, before I drift off... Makes me happy.
I did a few new pictures, if you guys wanna see...
Made a good buddy I had of mine truly become a friend :) Her name is Superredhead 8D
She likes Rocky Horror Picture show and Vlogbrothers
This girl <3
AND SHE'S PERVY
I've not made a new girl friend in REAL LIFE in a loooooooooooong time...
She and my other best friend Mr. Lonely are gonna come over on Friday hopefully...
How AWESOME WILL THAT BE 8D
Blueboy and Cutefail are apparently back together
He really can't stand being alone, can he?
Funny news for today, at least.
Love will be.
There's too many people out there sitting and waiting for someone to love them. They wish, and want, and aim to recieve it.
The trick is to give love first.
People who go out and love and care will always be surrounded by people who love them, even if they don't realize it. Maybe they won't realize it because they're too busy caring about other people, or maybe they won't realize it because they're too happy to.
I think I'm learning. I think I'm growing up alot faster than before.
Yeah, so I met my online friend that I've known for over a year today.
And he was awesome!
But he was so nervous and shy and so was I and that was REALLY awkward XDDD
Either way, I hope he thought I was pretty. I dressed up as much as I could without looking formal :)
AND I AM SUPER HAPPY
AND THIS WILL BE SORT OF SILLY
BUT NOW I GET TO TALK TO ONE OF MY FAVORITEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER SORT OF BEEN SCARED TO TALK TO ONLINE ON MSN
Ya know who you are <3!
Ok. First off, I swear I'll get to your PM's but I've barely been on the computer the past week. Literally I haven't been on the last week until this morning for five minutes... or occasionally to read people's journals. No time for much else though.
Today was the last day of school.
I have the WORST tan lines EVER, too. It's red EVERYWHERE except my chest where the bathing suit covers and my "underwear" line for the shorts of my bathing suit. Arghhh.
My FEET are the worst, with my shoulders and sides too. It's so bad. It HURTS so badddddddd.
My nose is the reddest, and my cheeks, but they've been burnt so much I think they're used to it or something XD
But on the other hand, my forearms are just very brown because they got burnt from the parade... So I'm gonna be super tan when it heals.
Tromboning, I mean.
Anyways, I think it's a beautiful day out. Gray, raining, and cold (quick poll, do you spell it "gray" or "grey"?)
I think depending on my mood I change the spelling O_O
So I've got a Biology test tomorrow and I'm trying to study for that, but Trombone is just so much fun! I've only had the whole thing for two days though. I got it yesterday, and I've been playing it ever since XD I'm trying to teach myself "Yeah" because that's a simple band song that we tried out this year. So far, I'm doing really good :D