i start school tomorrow, yay!
i have an awesome schedule and awesome classes.
my english class is called, "modern drama and the occult" which sounds interesting
i have journalism for french
then i have art history, film studies (watching movies yay!), filmmaking, digital media (which is like, photoshop and stuff) and
~*~WAIT FOR IT...........
i hate gym so much, the more exercise i've done in the past 8 months is shopping
i wish i was kidding
and today i had a training for a new job which will be 89695 times more awesome than making smoothies
his hair is dark, curly, mid-length and cut short/shaved on one side
he has thick eyelashes
his nose is on the smaller side, he looks younger than his age
he has a septum piercing and his ears have small stretchers
he wears a vintage jean jacket vest
"when he smiles it is like a song"
his voice is sweet and his laugh seemed to come so easily
all the while seeming shy and quiet
i was fascinated and envious and afraid
he remains a stranger
in my mind i remember him laughing and the way his hair would fall
that memory replays over and over again.
la mer respire
arôme de sel
arôme de sang
je me noies tout le temps
tu seras prochain
is it stupid that i've been obsessing over someone i don't even know for the past 2 days, that i've seen twice in my entire life, that i've never spoken to? i don't even know his name, but he looks so beautiful and sweet.
prêt ou pas!
je ne trouves jamais rien
donc je retourne dans l'un de mes trois espaces
ceux qui me reprennent toujours.
So right now I could write about how I made my new schedule for classes or the fact that I will have an awesome job in 3 weeks but... more importantly I need to write a journal because I want Shelby (Dracofangxxx) to resume her former Oasis activity.
(I'm aware I said I was glad she was gone but that comment was caused by incorrect assumptions I'd made. I've apologized to Shelby in messages but I need to do this here also. I've never said that about any Oasis member, I never ever want to. I still feel horrible. I'm really, really sorry.)
Alright so as everyone knows there's been people leaving Oasis and there's been discussions on the whole old/new member divide and such. Sorry for double posting.
I don't want to stretch out the "drama" but I do want to say what I have to say on it :
hello feist poster that someone here wanted to see and vogue editorials!
hello moses, aztec warrior and ww2 gas mask (with a missing filter D: )!
hello moleskin that i like to write and draw in sometimes! (i put more of it on my blog)
hey to everyone using windows
click on my computer
click on the c: drive
then click on windows
then play the file called onestop
DON'T ASK QUESTIONS
JUST DO IT
tomorrow i'm going to sell things at a thrift storeeeee
and buy some art
tomorrow, kisses and fists
i have grown because of this community, thank you so much to every single person here.
in 2012 i'm going to go live in paris for 6 months after i finish cegep.
i think it will be good for me to be so far away,
away from my past
away from my ghosts
i want to be broke and happy and living with my best friend
in the past twenty four hours i was brought to tears twice :
once, because my friend has returned to some far-away small town that's fifteen hours away, i slept next to her last night. when i woke up she was gone.
"im a scorpio = i fall in love all the time
really, i am not new to this mysterious idea
i dont want people to think that i am easy to get or have very low standards
thats not true
but when i find someone so worth the love i can give them, i engross them with it
im a very passionate and empathetic person
people are afraid of me"
small, anonymous words
PRETENDED I WAS AN M.I.A. ALBUM COVERRRRRRRRRRRR
~*~ AREN'T I LIKE THE COOLEST PERSON YOU EVER SAW IN YOUR LIFE?????????? ~*~
EDIT : MY HAIR MAKES NO SENSE IN THAT PHOTO AHAHAHAHA
ahah seriously i have no life
i just go to parties and smoke weed
then i go to work
then i make shitty internet internet graphics
then i put posters and pictures up in my room
ummmmm let's see
yesterday i ended up having a party at my house because we got kicked out of somewhere else
things i've found and wanted to share ;
last time i did one of these it was female nudes so it's guys now
the photos are tasteful, no dicks show, 16+
some of the photographers : terry richardson, jessica yatrofsky (I LOVE HER WORK, beautiful nudes, i really want her book "i<3boy"), steven klein, sven baenziger...
don't get mad at me because you and other family members ''do everything for me''
(fyi i'm not the one getting free money from my mom with no job and not even getting good grades... you're not getting into med school with all C's BTW... then you bitch about me being an art student)
that doesn't make me a bitch
it's not like i ask people to do shit for me
or expect them to
they just do shit
then you complain that everything is handed to me
I NEVER FUCKING ASKED FOR ANYTHING SO SHUT UP