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Watch me sleeping

Do you really think you fixed you?
Do you think they could

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OMG GUIZE

GUIZE

I WON FREE PASSES TO OSHEAGA THIS WEEKEND

why is my life so amazing lol

today i went to my best friends house and we ate onion rings and ice cream floats

i think i'll start writing real journals again one school starts

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so000ooo

who else died during that heat wave

i'm back home and quitting my job tomorrow...
back to making smoothis is 3 weeks yay

this journal sucks but i'm alive yall
i'm also paula deen

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list of things i love

my boyfriend
my cigarettes
sunny days (except when i'm working D:)
the fact that school is starting in almost a month! (school = my vacation..)

is it sad that this is the most i could come up with at the top of my head in under a minute

still i'm happy though

wow my journaling sucks now i should become unhappy again...

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yay

YAYYY

the clothes i ordered from korea are here at long last!

just in time for me to go to new york, too.

next purchase :
http://static4.avelleassets.com/productimages/Sunglasses/Chloe/Chloe-Til...

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FOR REAL

I'm actually fucking happy.

For real.

My boyfriend and I have not broken up, we worked things out. We're making an effort on both of our parts to just work out on the issues that have been bothering us respectively.

I don't know, I just woke up one morning and I was sort of like...

Even if things don't work out, sooner or later I'll be with someone else, and he's just not the person for me. But if things work then it's going to be amazing and beautiful and everything I've been bitching about since I started writing here.

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summer movie list

seen :
girl, interrupted
harold & maude
donnie darko (again aha)
wristcutters
spun
requiem for a dream
black swan (again)
blood diamond
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
american beauty
factory girl

to watch :
mysterious skin
american history x
cruel intentions
amelie
memoirs of a geisha
the virgin suicides
kissing jessica stein
milk
lost in translation
control
follow the prophet
slumdog millionaire
on the outs
fight club
pulp fiction
poor little rich girl
le grand voyage

there's more but yeah
suggestions?

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girl

lisa thinks she's hot shit 'cos she's a sociopath

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Exo

come on girl do your best for me, come on hoe shake that ass for me.
i'll push you around and say you're no good.

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oh

pupils big and black like 3am

this feels good again

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-

my last journal was a lie.

i am too unhappy, teenage for him, for anyone really. unworthy.
i only bring people pain, including myself.

i try so hard not to though.
i wish others would see that.

especially him.
god, it's so hard.

to know that it's coming, that in a few days i know for almost fact he will say his real goodbyes.

i hate sleeping alone.

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(-:

everything is ok now

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ghost world

feeling the loneliness where dreams used to be.

and then i thought,

i am not lonely, simply alone.

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i have fun

birds in my eyes, beasts in my skull

hazy
bored
uncertain

no ambition, liquor stores and

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when i'm with you

i want your pulse and your skin,
my dirty finger marks all over your heart.

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