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HAPPY EARTH DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just dont go crazy...

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just dropping in...

oasis has been great for me. now... its kinda boring. but i must keep writing these posts because i fear if i dont, something is going to happen. lol

i asked out this really cute emo guy. rejected. but im good. its not that he doesnt like me, its that we really dont know each other that well. which is true. we just occasionally chat in random places. so i guess we have to hang out more. maybe then, ill get my chance...

i found out today that my best friend is being sent to another school due to behavioral problems. i wanna cry, but thats not manly...

lance bethany is a bitch...

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well... wat now?

life is going by like a breeze.... something is definitely wrong here... moe's life is never supposed to be this easy. EVER. nothing has happened at all this weekend or today. even Lance seemed to be in a good mood instead of his usually jerk-faced self. i've had enough time to work on my novel. ma hasn't yelled at me the whole weekend. so wats the catch? there's a term, "calm before the storm". is there gonna be a storm? it better not be...

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...today...yadot...

im starting to run out of titles...

um... today, i have nothing much to write about. unless u all like boring.

"on today's menu we have chicken sandwiches and boring. Doesn't that sound good kids?!"

when i get home, im going to sleep. for a few days. but TGIF. or i would scream...

My moms bf is the only person that doesnt know im gay. Should i tell him?

yes
25% (1 vote)
no
25% (1 vote)
depends
50% (2 votes)
not sure
0% (0 votes)
...
0% (0 votes)
Total votes: 4
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Life needs to see a huge change of pace...

today... now... ughh... ZzZzzzzz......................
me want sleep....ZzZzzzzz......................

so the update is... im moving really soon. only problem is... we have no idea where. My mom knows we are going to Kentucky. she just doesnt know which part. at first we were sure lexington was the place. now, im not so sure. i hope we end up moving there anyway.

ive changed my views on incest. some fellow oasians played a hand in that. i still hate that i was dumped for his female cousin, who just happens to be a close friend of mine.... but who's complaining. not me.

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whoa... WTF?

um... i can swear i wrote a journal entry yesterday... where did it go?

oh well...

so today... .... um... i feel tired. really tired. but a good tired, not depressing tired. thats good. and... OMG!

lance is dating his f***ing cousin!!! so gross!! he just keeps going down on my cuteness levels. first he goes straight, now this... what next?

i woke up and realized that school ends in like 5 weeks... WTF?

after school ends, we're moving to KY. yay (sarcasm). WTF?

i gave my friend my last five dollars so he could buy cigarettes. but now i need it to buy acid. WTF?

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Back and...um... im sorry...

Hey guyz... (so awkward). i said some stuff about suicide and etc. i really had meant it. so sick of everything. but that was just me and my hormones raging again. i owe everyone an apology times, like, a billion.
What had happened in actuality was that after i wrote that stuff, i didnt get a chance to give an update cuz i didnt go to school the next day and then i went on spring break the following whole week (today is my first day back). i had WAY too much stuff on my mind. i had to decide between my two options sooner or later. turns out, i didnt have to.

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TWO DECISIONS...

My life as i know it has taken a turn for the worse. So now i only have two options to a better path. Only two.

Last night my little bro asked me if i was still bi. i said i wasn't sure. then he starts telling me how i disgust him and other rambling stuff. he said what i am is garbage and wrong. He's only 12, for heaven's sake!! i dont need lecturing from a child!! After that, he told me that he wanted his own room. thats totally fine with me. when he realized i wasn't going to listen to his garbage, he fell asleep.

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this weekend and today freaking sux. idk if i should use the real F word, but i want to. FUCK. ok. i said it. who cares.

so, i was supposed to see fred on friday. my mom decided i should stay home that day. any other day, she wants me out. not that day. then she goes and lets my little bro go and see a movie with his friend. so totally wrong.

then my mom's supposed ex bf, comes over and stays the whole weeekend. hes still there rite now, eating up everything. at least he brought his dogs... i love them.

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life... ahora... asi asi...

life for me... well it could get a little brighter. im mean, its freaking spring and its freaking grey as my english teacher's hair from last semester. wheres my sunshine? well, i guess its for the best. if it was sunny, my family and i would go off on some random "adventure" someplace. if we did that, i wouldnt be able to go to the mall. i hope i can go to the mall with fred. ma was like, "maybe. i dont know" when i asked if i could go. so im praying.

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second post today....

sorry to bother everyone... but IM NOT GONNA FAIL DRAFTING!!!!! YES!!! REDEMPTION!!! (i think thats the rite word....) ill pass this class and still make 4.0!! lol x 10,000,000,000...

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whimsically dreaming of something a whole lot better...

i keep zoning out and dreaming....
i see my self in a place... happy. there is someone with me that loves me. and we're gonna be together for eternity. even after they die. we'll still be bound together. i know its a dream, but i keep dreaming this dream. the sun shines this very beautiful color. and it also makes a sound. like music. it sounds like something i may have written under the influence of sugar. im so happy here, in this dream. in the warmth of love and harmony. i finally feel like i can rest.
then i wake up... here in this hell hole im forced to call home...

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Failing.... but not exactly...

well, i use the computer in my drafting class to write these posts. because of that, im making a "D" in this class. so today im gonna make this and start working. im so sorry. i have to keep my 4.0 gpa...

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how life is...

So yesterday, my friend, Ron, told me his brother-in-law about me. id never met or hear of this guy. so my Ron told me about him. his name is fred but people call him vivian. immediately, i think "wat the f***?" but as you know, i needed a temporary bf. so i texted him all through my drawing class. turns out, this guy is really cool. hes really freaky, and unlike me, not a virgin, but still cool. theres a one year difference and a few miles separation. that totally meets all my standards. he said that he broke up with this guy not too long ago and was wondering if id go out with him.

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