Just an update: got the sonogram today and things still seem fine. I feel like apologizing for what happened yesterday but this wasen't my doing. I suppose this is too familiar of when I used to have massive dramatic episodes (oh past self, you were so "blah"). Anyway Yamamoto. Yama, I'm seriously disappointed in you.
So my applying to college has gone terrible. I missed a deadline on submitting payment and subsequently all (three) of my classes were dropped. But there is hope, all I have to do is reregister them and submit my papers. So apparently while I was having to do all of these things no one told me about that.
There just isn't much to post as there used to be. Summer!
So to my dismay not much has been happening. That's mainly the reason why I haven't had much too write about here. But I suppose this has been long overdue since my long and work oriented Senior Year. So aside from the recent drama there really hasen't been anything really important or attention grabbing going on in my life.
So yesterday I finally graduated High School. It was amazing, and yet throughout the whole thing I kind of just floated through it like a dream, before I knew it, it was over and done. And no I didn't fall or trip at graduation, except at one point my gown almost tried to trip me, but I took care of that with a simple pull.
I'm surprisingly calm about graduation about to take place. My main fear that's been following me is tripping on the stage at graduation. But that probably won't happen. The plan for getting where we need to go is going well and organization is going smoothly. I'll finally be done with High School, I'm getting my Diploma. :-D
Well, it's finally here. I'm going to graduate and I don't really know how to feel. It's a mix of subtle happyness and deep thought. I'm very excited though, even though I have trouble expressing how happy I am. I suppose I've never had something of this magnitude to be happy about. I just can't believe I managed to do it. I haven't had so much confidence in myself in awhile.
Graduation in two days. And I'm going to go to college! All of my shit finally got together!
I got my ID yesterday. I look all badass! I'm so happy since it's my first ID, but then again I'm always happy when the first of anything I do goes well. Plus I got all of my grad gear and a new leather wallet. I had a little photo opportunity my mom wanted me to do (just at home with her cell phone). She's forwarding all of the photos of me and my cap and gown to a bunch of family. She's so happy as am I.
My situation is improving, and I've done my ID and voter registration. Now I need at least two scholarships. I'll pop by my counsellors tomorrow. Anyway, what do you think of my new icon?
LOL! If that was so then I wouldn't get to graduate. I think too many people want 2012 to happen already. What's with all these people awaiting the Final Judgement anyway? If anything it won't happen and even if it did, it's as unlikely as getting attacked by a shark and a dolphin on dry land. It's just so "out there".
Anyway, it won't happen. This totally disproves the May 21st thing:
Dude come back. I don't know what happened in that deleted journal. And I suppose we can let it be the past. From what I've read it's Shelby's case that people need to learn to defend themselves. She's right. Although you might have somehow misinterpreted her opinion? I would like it if we could have a sit-down type of discussion.
Now for the people to tell me what happened exactly. Tell me people! I wasen't paying any mind to his journal. Then I saw the aftermath this morning.
There are no titles so it's like a surprise!
Prom was last night. I didn't go, what's weird is that I don't really care that I missed it.
I just never imagined that something like this would ever happen. It's so sobering at least I would think. I now know a person with this affliction and I think you might already be guessing what it is. I don't exactly know how to handle the shock, It's just that I'm so concerned and I just don't know what exactly to feel, It's almost as if I know less everyday.