So yeah I totally missed out on buying tickets the prom. Too expensive, too far away. I always (beginning of my senior year) had a dream that I would go with my friends and hang out. I have to admit it's slightly depressing. I just wanted to have one night where I would get to hang out with my friends and have fun.
Well the weekend is going very well, this is always well appreciated by me of course. I'll do the ID sometime next week, and the registration card to vote isn't really due for awhile (apparently). I'll probably apply to the college through the net today if I can. So all these little things are going pretty well, and I'm pretty content.
Prom is too expensive, I have no boyfriend. I still haven't had an oppurtunity to get an ID, and I still haven't applied to a college or turned in my voter registration card because of the ID situation. Too much pressure and too much of me not really caring (except about voting). I'll be able to get my scores for college tommorow and I'll apply on Saturday.
Still haven't done the assignment. Oh well, I'm going to look forward to a nice shower and going to bed early. :)
Relaxation all the way. As you all don't know this about me, I strongly dislike homework (only as far as high school goes). So I was supposed to write a summary of an entire chapter in my Tonal Harmony book. But I didn't do it because it's not my Job to teach myself. The only reason behind it was laziness.
I haven't recorded anything in a year already. The only reason keeping me from doing that is because I'm just too lazy and then I get busy. Plus my microphones are broken. I remember when I used to be an active musician, oh those truly were "the days". I remember the impromptu concerts in the park and in the city.
So have you ever run into people (guys) that say women belong at home in the kitchen and they actually believe that? Unfortunately this is the mindset of many males (at least where I live). However they are freshmen, but still that's downright shameful. The question pops up. What if the guy's mother found out what he'd been saying about women?
So anyway things have been going well in school and in my family. So really there's not alot going on aside from two huge grades I need to write. It's not so bad, but I just don't have too much time. This brings me to something I feel very strongly about. Also there will be a few more things listed aside from that.
I don't think I'll ever be able to participate simply because of school. Obviously I need to answer a question orally when needed or I need to talk to someone. I can respect the people who actually manage to do so, but as for I, I am simply unable to complete this challenge. As important as it is to our community I can't do it.
So anyway my Vega has been doing very well. I've recently removed the resonator as to reduce it's weight and make it more portable. I've since improved the screws that hold in the tuning gears. The only improvement being I've filed down the stripping of the screws. So it's looks and feels more pleasent.
I have to admit I am a bit jealous. But of what? The successful rich overprivileged students. What is it I'm jealous of exactly? They can't appreciate their own success. They always want more and can never have enough. I walked by the wall today, it lists the people who are going to college. It's worse that they list the college each student will be attending.
My Mom is back at the house, my Dad is helping her out. It's nice that he took the time to do so. I meanwhile have been at the Grandparents house just living here since it's close to my school, so now all I live for is school. Soon I'm going to go back to regular things in two weeks. So until then, I really can't do anything.
So my Mom has had the corrective sugery for her broken (in three places) ankle. I visited her today along with my grandparents. She seemed to be in good spirits. She's going to need a wheelchair when she gets out of the hospital. I don't know if I'm ready for the responsibilty. This isn't the usual problem, eighteen is going to be the age of responsibilty though.
So today was actually nice, not too many things going on. I haven't seen the "old boyfriend", I think he's avoiding me. I downloaded the album to my phone, so that was good to listen to when I was walking about. I spent some time with favorite teacher and got a text message. Just didn't see any reason to worry.
So me and "possible boyfriend" met up in the morning and hung out, it was pretty cool. I didn't mind it, however something seemed a bit off. I had sent a text message the previous night telling him that we should take things slow. I don't know if that triggered anything, probably not I'm thinking. It was just going smooth.