I've been juggling a few things lately. Perhaps it's stress or maybe unresolved issues that I've been putting off their being dealt with. In fact it's the things around me that affect me the most when I observe the things that do go on in everyday life as it is around here for me and my family, or what's left of it.
Busy semester is busy. Aside from that I dropped a class, my sister moved out, got a few new threads and not much else. So here I skip to some discrepancies I've noticed. Although not about here or any place in particular but bullcrap is bullcrap and I have no idea why I always witness the oddest things.
Yeah I feel bad about not writing here for a while. I've been swamped with homework from my classes since I got some kind of viral infection. But I'm fine now, just playing catch-up. Everything's going pretty good considering all things for now. Again, sorry I haven't been keeping up with all of you. I'll probably pop in tomorrow.
My sister described in two words. She's moving out Wednesday though, so that makes me feel better. :-)
So yeah, sister's irresponsible and annoying. What else is new? Seriously I'm already desensitized to her crap. Either way, bullcrap is bullcrap and studies helps me to divert my focus from the offputting and always emotion inducing situations in which nothing happens or resentment is exchanged. So again, what the fuck else is new?
So yeah I'm keeping my head obove the water in my classes, save math. But math is being worked on so I'm going to get that shit together. But yeah I'm surviving and that's what matters to me. There's a new event I have no idea how to feel about. It seems so stupid how these things are going right back to where they were.
So yeah, my mother and I had a talk with my sister last night. Well, half talk, half argument. We both let her know we were tired of the crap we were having to put up with. This is really the first I let her know how much she's having an impact on Mom and I. She got really upset about it, I guess she can dish it out, but she can't take it.
Although I've been a bit stressed lately, I'm finally sinking into adaptation. It only took three weeks of this crap but I'm getting used to it. Although I can tell my Mother is starting to get sick of it. Although I can deal with the home situation and my course work, I'd still prefer that my sister decide to get a job and small apartment.
Seems like somedays I just isolate myself and I don't even talk to my mother hardly anymore. My sister is just always there now. I have to admit things are better than the first few years when she used to live with us, but still it's annoying. It's really annoying and I just eat in my room now because the smell has come back.
My sister has moved back in again. Along with the baby and her two children, her boyfriend was being a huge piece of shit as usual and he wanted to go single. I'm going to be honest, it really bugs me. No more hanging out with mom because now she never rests. I try to help, but I have no experience with caregiving.
1. Overcomplicated gender terms.
2. Overreaction to the Chicken sandwich place scandal.
3. Pieces of history being defaced and dismantled.
Let me begin with number one, I really don't get it. What exactly is a "post modern sexual" or "homo-romantic" or "asdfghjkl-sexual"? I know there are many types of people, but I don't see why it needs to be made so complex. It confuses me, I must sound stupid right now, but I really need someone to explain this to me.
Got up this morning, decided to lay in bed for a while and watch morning television. Had some nice breakfast and decided to take a bath afterward, then after the bath a shower for my hair. It was nice, usually I don't have the time for that when my Mother is around. Sad really how she's almost always busy now.
THIS. Cool bits of history unearthed everyday! :-)
Quick updates, everything's going good with me and not much going on. Can't wait for the new semester, new people, new experiences, possibly new friends. I can't wait personally.
Also, be sure and drop a comment on anything. But no Journal-Jacking arguments. :-)
Glad to see improvments, thanks Jeff and the other people. Two years here, man I've come a long way from being a whiny bitch. Maybe I still am a few seldom times but I've become more of an adult now, looking back at my old entries really shows me where I used to be, the feelings, state of mind, ideals, values. Times change and a person changes.