my body sucks. My kidney is hurting me now. WHAT THE FUCK?! HOW IS THIS HAPPENING? Just one kidney is hurting and I know I don't have stones. Seriously, this is some bullshit. FUCK YOU KIDNEY! It's been hurting me after I wake up then it disappears. Then the next morning, bam, pain again. It's seriously pissing me off.
yes I'm feeling very good. Aside from the prick for blood drawing today, I'm feeling a decreased pain from the troublesome lymphnode. I was able to walk without any assistance from the cane, and I feel so great just because it's easier to walk around. I suppose the small sense of freedom has lifted my spirits.
And I'm not being emo, it's because walking with a cane makes you feel old. The stupid lymphnode in my groin area was really aggravated today. Yeah I would stay downstairs all the time and not go upstairs if my sister didn't come back to live with us. I really can't stand the one kid always crying because she never gets her way.
the doctors suspect a swollen lymphnode near my groin area, which might explain the earlier pain I had since the 19th. I'm currently unable to stretch my leg away from myself and I'm needing to walk with a limp due to the pressure and pulling sensation. It's a little relieveing for me now that I know what it could be. It would explain a lot.
I thought I was over this by now. I've started feeling a throbbing and loose sensation in my lower abdomen. It's pretty uncomfortable and I'm going to be seen in the morning. I have no idea what is going on, I suspect hernia but I'm just not sure. I hope it's nothing serious, but I can't help but feel a little on edge.
I am too obsessed with this creepypasta funk. I recently downloaded a weird game entitled Lost Silver (Hidden), I tripped all over my face. I had this weird ass dream where I was playing "..." in the game, that was some weird shit but pretty cool. I can't believe any of this, if only J-man was at my place then we could both trip faces.
So my sister moved in today, everything is okay. There is some tension but this too shall pass. So everything is okay for now, I'm glad her kids will be living in a better, stimulating, and more sanitary enviorment. So this being the second move in my Mother is sticking rules to her. Just basic stuff like Cleaning the kids and herself (sister).
So anyway, I got glasses yesterday. I look good (not like self-flattery), I like to have a postitive self image. So yeah. I was blown away at how bad my eye sight was. I'm nearsighted and also have an astigmatism. When I looked up at the clouds I started crying. I couldn't believe how beautiful they were.
I wanted to play my Pokémon Gold version but I remembered the battery ran out and all of my game information was gone like forever. So I got a Gameboy emulator for my phone. And went to a legitimate website and downloaded it as well as other games. So now I have a very distracting, albeit fun, phone. lol
I went on Youtube last night and for some reason I decided to look for some Monty Python sketches. Just about four stupid ones here lol:
So my Grandmother was diagnosed with multiple cancers. Of course I'm not sure if I've wrote about that much. On Wednesday the whole family came to a consensus to take her out of the hospital and disconnect her feeding tube since it would be despicable to prolong her suffering. She was brought home on Thursday.
Wow, it's already been a year since I was told I was adopted. Well a year from last night apparently now that I read that old entry. I still love my parents, they're awesome, Dad is a bit confusing but awesome.
Time has a funny way of passing doesn't it?
I'm having a light breakfast composed of cereal and a four cheese Hot Pocket. It's nice and quiet with my sister not being here with her kids she never controls. I went to the dining room where my notebook (laptop) is and noticed my wireless card was detached and placed on the decorative glass centerpiece.
my testicular pain has decreased immensly. Thanks be to God, Mas'Allah. I feel like playing the shit out of my banjo since I can position it on my lap comfortably now. :)