... is this site going to become more active? I mean, I know it's not the last day for everyone, but it's definitely nearing its close. I have returned, and I keep intending to participate, but I seem to be not saying much. Perhaps it's that I'm out of the habit, or that Oasis is just a bit inactive now. MacAvity is back now, so that should help keep me awake, or at least saying 'I agree', but I don't know. I should make myself comment twice a day or something, just so that I'm participating.
I actually have legitimate excuses for having disappeared for... what? A couple months? Mostly I went away to nerdcamp, got out of the habit of Oasisizing, and was struggling, then my DSi stopped getting Internet for some reason, and I wasn't really motivated enough to sneak on the computer. From there I started wanting to come back, but not really being sure how, and just when I made up my mind to return, I got a fairly severe concussion in one of the weirdest, spazziest mishaps of my life.
Should I be, like, stressed or something? I was added to someone's hate list. But I had a lot of fun debating and am currently in the middle of a wicked fun PM convo with Chris. I enjoyed every second of the mild Yamadrama today.
And Chad made me feel accomplished for using 'per se' correctly. I'm proud!
I don't think I frowned once about the Oasivents of today. And I laughed several times.
Yesterday I said I was a little headachey and weird? It's worse now. My first ever actual migraine. And the pain meds I took were probly a little screwy... I'm weirdly hyperactive and loopy, and I have the attention span of a walnut.
I intended to say of a fruit fly or something similarly sense-making, but a walnut seemed to fit much better for some reason.
And as I haven't been able to finish an entire train of thought today, the only thing I've been able to actually reach a conclusion about is this-
Fifth grade graduations suck.
My eight favorite songs are (in no particular order)
I Won't Say (I'm In Love) from Disney's Hercules
My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne
No Good Deed from Wicked
Total Eclipse of The Heart (Glee Cast Version)
Alone In The Universe from Seussical
It's My Life by Bon Jovi
Second Chance by Shinedown
One More Angel In Heaven from Joseph And The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat
See? I fail.
I'm really freaked... I'm okay right now, but I think that's mostly because I'm lightheadedly weird and slightly headachey, which distracts me from life in general.
I don't know what I'm going to do for titles once my computer starts working again, I really don't. But it failed again last night :(
So basically I'm not feeling anything. It's... weird. Because I'm not happy, but I'm not feeling anything unpleasant either. And I'm finding it kind of hard to care about anything.
I really, really tried to reconnect the thing, but it wouldn't. So I'm on my mother's laptop now, which is kind of... dangerous, but I don't really care. I am back, and I'm trying really hard to stay back.
Now, I was feeling kind of crappy and depressed Thursday night and yesterday morning, but yesterday afternoon and night was so awesometastic it almost made up for it.
First of all, and this isn't really related, but Clueless is bisexual, if not just gay. Yes, CLUELESS . The one who made grossed-out noises and sort of blackmailed me.
I would never do that to you peeps :P Well, I suppose I did, but not intentionally. My Internet was down, and then I got mono and was pretty much asleep or too tired to do anything once it was actually nighttime. But I'm mostly all better now :)
Note: Never, ever watch the Valentine's episode of Glee with your grandparents when you have mono. It leads to a lot of really awkward and embarrassing jokes. Somebody else feel free to explain that.
Title has no significance.
So in Health we had to do one of those irritating getting-to-know-everyone projects.
Hi, I'm Flyby.
I need fast and interesting music to fall asleep.
My dreams have storylines, with a clear beginning, middle, climax, and end.
I quickly judge people.
I enjoy being tested (Psychologically, academically, anything but physically) above most other things.
I have yet to learn that I do not live in an episode of Glee, and that the plot twists and background music are in my head.
I enjoy wearing interesting hats and wigs.
I so wish I could use that as a Random Phrase... unfortunately, it came from fanfiction on the Internet and is therefore disqualified. Dammit.
So today my mom went into a rant about how I'd better not get pregnant in high school. And I was just like.... uhhhhhh... and stared at gaj awkwardly... until my mom was like... 'Whoops, sorry... I kinda forgot.' And I just said, 'Let's forget about this conversation...'
In other news, my grandmother's and mother's conversations just make me laugh.
Haha, I may or may not have just illegally downloaded music. I'm not really sure how, just that I got a song from some website and now it's on my iPod without my paying anything. Heh.
On a completely unrelated note, I have Le Jazz Hot from Victor/Victoria stuck in my head.
So yesterday Shneer was asking me, 'Why is it that so many people think I'm gay?' I finally ended up delivering the news that Shneer fits one helluva lot off stereotypes. Gaj was like WHATTTTT and then Clueless and I had fun. We came up with:
-You publicly refer to yourself as a brunette.
Really random title, but it fits just about every situation possible, doesn't it? I give you permission to use it if you ever need to.
So I'm kinda freaked out because yesterday I had some sort of weird internalised-homophobia thing going on and I was majorly freaking out, because I'm accepting of my sexuality, whatever that may be, and I'm proud, yaddayaddayadda, but I was not happy. Pretty much nothing triggered it, either. It was just, in the middle of Latin Bday walked by my desk and I thought something along the lines of:
Awwwwwwwmy dsi is outta charging! I intended to do a whole 'reintroduce you to everybody' thing but I don't have time. I'll just hang around as long as possible until it's all out.
I suppose an hour of connection fixings could run down a battery :P
I have officially fixed my DSi! Which means I actually WILL be able to show up tonight!
FUNNYFLYBY IS BACK, BITCHES!
I know that a hell of a lot has changed since I was last here.
I don't think I'll ever catch up.
Maybe I should've started a new account as someone different. I don't have any idea whatsoever who I am, but when I crash again I came back to Oasis.
That 'I need to get this out' journal could've been written right now.
And I couldn't think of anything else that could make me feel at all better, so despite the fact that my mother is sitting across the room from me I got onto this site and looked up MacAvity's My Arms + Red Pen journal.
It sort of worked.