I had a thought
My music and the films i watch are much more of a support system, then most of my friends and family.
Anyhow I have to admit, I do get really annoyed at friends who just constantly hug. Its like stop, your only doing this for attention on how beautiful and deep your friendship lies. I do it little to my friends who are mostly girls and don't feel the need to embrace all the time. However I have to say there have been times when a hug would have felt nice/helpful.
Now I know why my brothers shut the door without saying goodbye.
Though all I can think is how rebellious I could be.....
I feel like I'm staring at the internet, trying to find some kind of answer.
Though i don't know the question
-watching on youtube the mid 90s tv series "my so called life", its fabulous-
Great. Looks like Im spending New Year's Eve alone. Well with the Parents.
Think Il enter "2012!" whilst watching a film.
Ahhhh fun times :|
If any of you care to listen, I wish to you a very merry christmas ;)
You have to check out this website - http://rookiemag.com/archive/
I dont know if you know "Tavi" the fashion blogger girl who got shit famous out of it because she was like only 12 when she started. Anyway she has just started this website in september with some other peeps and its full of articles on depression, dealing it with it, nostalgia and everything an apparent 2011 teenager girl (and me!) just love to read&look at. So yeah check it out, there has been some ammmmmmmazing articles that i have read that are actually relative and just cool.
I have had the best, most laziest day that in my own eternity (I think)
Gosh somedays by yourself can be so peaceful, I can't help but smile.
yayaayya its the christmas hols!
Oh wait I have homework to do
The Dreamers - What an amazing film
I want my life to be like that! - though in the way that they are very bourgerious, not with the closeness of the siblings ha. I didn't really get phrased by the full nudity of it and well i think the execution was artistically done very well. Eva Green is such a good looking human being, I have to say I have a big "straight" crush on her. Then Louis Garrel, oh he is so handsome and sexy, like a french Johnny Depp. It was one of those films which i can say truthfully moved me ( well you know made some difference after)
I am so sick of being a B grade student.
Its just so blooming boring being so average when i know i can push myself with the amount of jargon swamped inside my head. Every time its a C or a B and I feel underwhelmed by it as I always try ( I mostly mean it to). I am also bored at moaning at you guys all the time. The problem seems to be that I have a lot of cynical views to express for a journal and everything else that occurs seems rather banal.
I want to go to club to
i just wanna dance
but i have to wait forever to do sooooo...........
i keep on "fretting"(is that the right word?doesn't matter as i kept repeating it in my head) over things. An example is if i have just some small homework to do later on the day i am thinking in my head beforehand "oh my got loads to do" but then when I'm doing the actual homework it glides by much better then what i thought. Then when i have free time, i mostly plan in my head that I will do this at this time and then this at that.....and everything has to be effective and oh i just hate all this structure its so annoying!
I want to escape to Russia. Well either Moscow or St.Petersburg
Wow it's been a year since i joined Oasis. It has felt long and short.
I dont know what to write
But i have things to say
But they seem just frivolous
Yet i have just rekindled my likeness for the killers
And I often think if i was a girl i would be have the best wardrobe ever
Not been vain ha but i get easily annoyed by some peoples wardrobes
Reading "starter for 10" it is so funny!
and yeah thats it
modern classic under this ahhha ;)
Autumn is always so lovely. I can't stop looking at the window.