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Good Workouts+Ingoring Disgruntled Old Guys+Pet Cocks+Ingoring Immature Old Guys and A Whiny Teen+Mass Effect 2= A Damn Good Day

Well guys I know you have heard egough of me bicth recently, but now I am back on top and feeling better a good talk with a speical friend Lonewolf... *Gives a thrid huggles* Anyway I have had some good things happen to me today up in that little title of mine so it is time to explian the little eqaution that made today a good day... :D

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Why?

Why guys do you sit there act like a butt to me when I am sad... yet when I am happy you guys rarely talk to me. Am I that boring to everyone :(... I mean I understand that you guys need to yell at me when I am trolling, but when I am actually sad, you people seem to think it is the same thing. :(

Why do you guys do that?... I mean I have sadness too, and I want to express it, or do I have to pretend to be happy all the time. I just don't understand :(

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Another Boring Journal...

Well recently I have finally bought the Honest Hearts expansion for New Vegas and even though I am not done with it... I can pretty much tell that this is going to be a fucking blast. :D I mean when I ment the Burned Man face to face there I had to say that I was indeed just as impressed as I thought I would of Joshua Graham. Plus the fact that he was selling Tommy Guns and with the games whole 50s Veges style going on, I just had to buy one form the guy... along with the drum magainze attachment. :D Now I look really Old School Gangster :P

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I have deicded to sleep naked....

Well recently I have started to sleep without any clothes on at all... just to see what it is like to sleep naked... and I have to say that I find it very freeing and a hell of a lot more comforntable than sleeping in clothes especially now that it is the summer and it is getting quite hot down here in the south. :P Even my fan doesn't really do much to keep me all that cool, so I think that this new method will work quite a bit better... and maybe will help me with the idea of being naked period which is not somthing I usally enjoy sinice it involves being exposed.

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Couldn't sleep thanks to "The Burned Man" :D Spolier Alreat... :P

I was up all night last night and just couldn't sleep as I read up all I could on the new Fallout New Vagas DLC that would be coming out in a few days... May the 17th for any of you guys who wants to play it. ;)

Here is what he looks like http://fallout.wikia.com/wiki/Joshua_Graham

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Good day today.... Finally beat Dead Money :D Spolier Alert :P

Form now on, I am just going to post jounrals as my normal self and stop trying to be a drama whore... I understand people are still going to dislike me for my dramawhoring and I don't care... I will say that I am sorry, and hopefully here is to new journals form now on. I am doing this becuase it seems my inability to express my sadness correctly is not making people happy, I will just express when I am happy instead :D That is always esay to express... :P Sorry if my journal put people asleep instead of make you laugh form now on :(

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Dear Myself... A List Of Love For You :)

Alright guys I am going to do somthing that I think I have been needing to do... and I think it will be able to be used in the future... and that is I am going to make a list of all the things I am proud of about myself... So if I start bicthing about somthing you guys can point me here and just ingore my ass or whatever :P

1. I am smart-I have completed my second year in college taking twenty hours with stright A's... and was almost on the deans list. So I know I kick butt in the brains department.

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Purging like a cancer...

I know this is my second journal article for the day and guess what... I really don't give a flying fuck, becuase I am mad and have things that I need to say. I have gone back and read over a lot of my old writing and the few journal articles that I have written during my short time here at Oasis, I have realized that my homosexuallity is the source of all my problems. Like a mental cancer it is somthing that must be purged form me, or I must die trying.

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Summer is here... the worst part of the year :(

Well I am now out of school and have finally graduated with my assoiates in history and will be moving on to a four year school... yet before that happens, I actually have to spend the summer at home *Cries* God this is going to suck so much ass that it is not even funny. There is even less to do in my hometown then there is to do around the place where I went to my two year school and that is saying quite a lot. So basically the entire summer is just going to be hell on earth, becuase I am going to be stuck in that small hick town where I have absolutly no friends and no support or anything.

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Warning... be prepared to hate....me

Yeah I know... I am kind of getting sick of shit like what certian people post... I am starting to realize the more that I stay here that all gays are whores and really being appart of this commuity is just not for be... Form what I can see dispite the fact that I can't change being gay... there is one thing that I indeed can change, and that is the fact that I ever hang around homosexuals anymore if I can help it...

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OSAMA BIN LANDEN HAS BEEN PWNED

BIN LADEN IS DEAD USA USA USA :P......... I just thought I should be the first to say that becuase I saw it on the news and thought it was super fucking aswome :P

Sorry this is too short :) But I just had to say it to get the message to you guys who like to follow the news...

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Reposting my novels First Chapter I hope you guys love it and commit on it :P

A Dance With A Dragon

Chapter 1-Storms of Sand

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I am thinking about killing my roomate...

I am thinking about killing my rommate....
He just a fucking man hoar....
He just screws around everyday letting all these guys fucking him in the ass...
He takes somthing as amazing as love and throws it in the trash....
He takes somthing as amazing as love making and throws it in the trash...
I think that he should die...
He really deserves death...
He will probably just die form AIDs anyway...
Maybe I should speed it along...
Maybe I should turn his death into a song...
A reqieum that can I can use die to...
Maybe even send my soul long goodbye...

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A Bad Day that turned out great...

So I know that was super bicthy this morning, but as my day went on it got so much better, as I finally got to talk to one of my roomates at the college I will be transfering to and his name is Chase. Not only that, but during the conversation the topic came up and I bascially told him that I was gay... which I was worried would turn out bad, but luckily it turned out way better than I expected, becuase not only did he not care, but he also said that if anyone messed with me...

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Perpetually Depressed...

The title says it all... I am starting to wonder if I am just going to be perpetually stuck in the same damn cycle of depression with really no way out. I feel like the rest of the human race has forced me into this little bubble of sadness that I will never be able to get out of... and now I just have to sit and suffer in it, but that not being my style... I have decided to try and fight it, and break that little bubble. Yet I find the more that I escape, the more I want to go back as I realized that maybe the bubble thta kept me socially alone was there for a reason.

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