Well it's certainly been a while since I wrote last.
Things didn't really work out with my bestfriend, infact we barely even talk anymore, and I regret so much hooking up with him because if I hadnt our friendship wouldn't be in the absoulte shambles it is now..
Uhm what else has happened. I play xbox like for 14 hours a day, I made some friends of xbox and I met up with them in real life. Kinda weird, but they're cool.
And that's pretty much what has happened.
Whats been happening with everyone else lately? Anything interesting?
So I kissed my bestfriend!
It was strange.. I always thought it'd be like a moment, but there wasnt, we kind of planned it. The first one was a bit akward, but it got better.
So heres the goss guys,
I am drunk. I dont know how i am spelling atm... ive drunken a fair bit but anyways.
Finally got over my ex. I xan tell coz he im still friends with his friends and we all went clubbing together and when he picked some chick up and went home with her to root her I didnt give a shit. YAYY.
So Dad's moving away right.
And now so is Mum! To a different part, this is just great, isn't it!
So who is going to have to look after my seventeen year old sister whilst she finishes her final year of school you ask? WELL ME!
Ha what a joke.
How the FUCK am I going to be able to do that? Im so upset im like having a panic attack I cant be her guardian for fucks sake I can't even look after myself. I am a nervous wreck, I'm failing universtity and all I do is mock people, get drunk and make an idiot out of myself.
How can I take responsability for her?
Failed two subjects out of four at university.
Probably loose my scholarship.
Dad's moving interstate.
I am so SICK of that god damn line! Because it's not true well MOSTLY it's not true, it could be true in some cases. But everyone says to everyone, in hope of comforting or something when they are dumped. But it's a complete lie.
Sometimes you CANT do better, lookswise anyways personality wise maybe but idk. Sometimes what you have is so perfect, you can't do can't do any better and sometimes they are better than you.
& Also why the hell is it that some peoples lives are so perfect. Why is it they are goodlooking AND rich AND happy, like Fuck.
So I went on this holiday right with a couple of friends, one being my friend called Kevin. Kevin invited his friend Alan. Alan liked me, I liked him. 4 weeks later we were going out and he was my boyfriend.
He was wonderfull, I was introduced to the rest of Alan and Kevins friends and they were so nicee.
I talked far too much causing annoyance I suppose and I think I could have like put like bagage on him or some shit idk.
Ok so describing myself in my last entry seemed a little... empty?
A GIRL (haha for those that thought I was a bloke).
Bit of a slob.
Cod and halo on Xbox live is the sex.
Waiting till marriage to explore the wonders of the bedroom (Hardy har har.)
So I guess I should write what is currently the happs in my life I suppose aye aye.
Well... I'm studying primary teaching at university, I rarely turn up and I don't really enjoy it but I got a scholarship and I'm passing so why the hellz not I guess.
Ok so might aswell provide some basic things about me...
1) I'm straight.
2) I'm odd.
Now just excuse me for a second while I vent about how bullshit celebrities are.
I.e Those claiming to be Christians and followers of Christ when they commit such sinfull acts of abomination! The biggest one being sex before marriage! Aghhh does my head in!