I'm sitting on my bed, chewing gum, and waiting for a friend. The reason I say this is because even my own so-called friends don't seem to want to understand nor care to.

I did a scene with my friend for theatre class yesterday. It was for midterm (it's a college class) and it went well. We improvised most of the time.

This whole week hasn't been kind to me. I keep having headaches and I don't get enough sleep, but why? I'm also experiencing shortness of breath and I keep eating sugary snacks for breakfast. I noticed, too, that I am out of toilet paper. Will it never stop?

This week is going to be really busy for me! I just got back from my friend's house. We did homework and finished editing the film. Then tomorrow my other friend is going to throw a surprise party for her sister and I'm going after my therapy session. On friday it's my other friend's birthday and we're going to eat at a restaurant.

Not much has happened except that a friend of mine is moving to Kentucky and she hasn't even told her sister. Well I really don't care cause I don't talk to her as much anymore.

This weekend I didn't do much. I went to eat pizza with my family on saturday. The same day I also saw Casablanca. Also it was hailing yesterday night and the storm was crazy! It isn't always nice and sunny in Los Angeles.

Today I finished filming the commercial I have to do for chemistry class. Last time we did a film for that class everyone in my group was stressed, even me but more. We did a beauty salon service commercial and it was fun and tiring! I had to do my hair slicked back and it was so funny.

Haven't posted since tuesday I think. Can't remember. This week has been really boring.

Ok so I read that if your dreams die, then you're dead. I think it was a Langston Hughes poem I read. So now I'm scared and I'd like to discuss cause I'm afraid I'm dead.

I want to be (any one would do) a model, actor, director, portrait photographer, photo-journalist, and pornstar.

I only want to be a model because I believe it would boost my self-esteem and it looks like fun. Also because you get to be on magazine covers and it seems so glamorous. I also think photos tell stories.

Today I went to eat chinese food after school with my friend. There's a chinese restaurant close to our school so that's why I go their often. I then went to theatre class and we are going to start reading Hamlet so that means I have to get my copy tomorrow from the public library. I have that class only on mondays and wednesdays. I won't go this wednesday because I have an appoinment with my therapist after school.

Also I'm getting sick and my throat hurts. I made myself a honey and lemon tea. Hopefully I feel better cause I don't want to feel like shit tomorrow.

I've been busy with school and theatre class that I haven't been able to post for like a week or so.

So for theatre class my friend/scene partner and I had to do a cold reading of our selected play, The Bear, which is a jest in one act. We did fairly well and it has many emotions in it, therefore when we actually do it, we need to be ready.

For speech class I have to write four poems and I don't think I'll do it cause then people will know and laugh or look away and I'm not doing it.

Today was the first day of school. Surprisingly it went well and my friend was telling me that I wouldn't stop talking. I didn't take it as a bad thing cause she said I was talking to people I never do and I was more talkative cause I'm usually quiet. Being a quiet person is sometimes useful because when I say something, people know it's important or what I'm thinking/feeling.

I think that being gay is like a person's hair color or skin tone: no matter how much you try and change it, you'll always be what you were, or are; whichever comes first. I am not trying to sound philisophical or appear philisophical but that is what I think and I'm just trying to get used to the idea of sharing my thoughts and feelings.

That said, I can begin.

So I've been thinking about college and I highly doubt I'll go right after high school because I'm going to need time to think about what I want to do career wise.

I'm having movie night with my friends tomorrow and we're going to have fun!

I hate taking out the lint from the lint compartment in my dryer because it's annoying. Tomorrow is ash wednesday and I'm not sure if catholics only celebrate it. I'm also not sure why they go to work on sundays.

It's 7:19 PM where I live and I'm washing clothes. I don't know why I didn't do it earlier this day or this week, but I'm going out tomorrow and need clean clothes.

Have you seen the commercial for the "Forever Lazy" fleece blanket thing? I did and inevitably bought one. And now I can't seem to get out of bed anymore.

The title is a combination of religion and dull. Hence I refrain from religion or anything associated with religion. Also atheism because science is boring.

Can't we just get along? For Christ's sake, religious idiots get a life and love thy neighbor for thy Christ died for thee's sins and stuff. Why don't these people just get a life and grow up?

I bought 10 bags of cow manure and I think it's useless. People searching for truth or have lots of time in their schedule should google truth contest and click the first website. It was lots of writing so I just closed the window.

Today my sister and I went to eat at Chipotle. Then we went to pick up my nephew from daycare and had baked cupcakes for the little kids. Little bastards.

I heard these jokes a few days ago (to be exact, 2 days ago) and thought they were funny. They're from a little known comedian on Twitter. Here they are:
"Bought my fat friend a copy of "Chicken Soup for the Hungry Soul" for her birthday."

"T.G.I.F means Thank Gandhi I'm Free to Indian people."

"Like my grandpa always said 'better to wake up today alive than tomorrow dead.'"

"Watching a runway show. The female models look like Holocaust survivors."

"After watching that Japanese video, I'll never look at octopuses the same way again."