Its been a long time since I've been here and many things have happened
• Told Nico about my huge crush on him, he replied "Be happy with your life"
• My new school is super cool and I love it
• My aunt is coming to live here in Colombia
• kicked my old school ass with my final grades on Spanish and physicis
• My new best friends are the best thing in the world and one of them calls me "gay friend" and it's because she tells me everything and she don't want anything with me
I'm so lost here that many things happened:
I went to Medellin and met with a few old friends and one of them was with some guy from Florida, he was always trying to impress me and I flirt a little.
Dad got hospitalized until yesterday and when I visited him, he got in quarentine and I had to stay in some neighbor house until someone could get me home and watch for me.
So basically what haven't happened?
On Tuesday some girl from the other class pulled out my writing therapy notebook and passed it to some friend when someone told me: "Whats this Daniel?" and I immediately ran for it because they were on the page were I wrote my big crush for Nico and the one who had it threw it to the bitch that got it out and I went to her and she didn't let me reach it until I grabbed her head and pushed it until it hit the floor. She ran away as I grabbed my things and went to other place when some teacher reached me and we talked.
I'm so mad right now with my government. They always steal most of the money. Example: in the middle of a non existing place they decide to build a road, so everything costs about $10,000,000 Pesos. But things go like this
For the politic who is planing to do it: $4,000,000 pesos. The one who planned/did everything: $3,000,000 pesos. Materials, workers and wachines: $3,000,000 pesos and the fucking road last 2 years plus lots of tolls that costs about $5-7,000 pesos and since the road is in a bad shape, it will last 20 years (supposed by politics)!
I've been lost since my last journal, many things happened:
School cup was awesome the next day because more hot guys came and I wanted one of them so badly!
On friday, I had techer parents conference and my mom wanted to kill me bevause I failed geometry (plus that I wanted to kill myself and cut *I had been cutting since febuary, but stopped+). Went to a party that was awesome and almost kissed Andy when I was going, but my dad called my and my brain told me to stop.
On Saturday I started a 10 hour trip to Coveñas.
Sunday: arrived to Coveñas
So today in school there was a sports cup and didn't do anything all day except for painting a wall in the arts classroom, watch hot guys from other schools (there was a lot of hot guys!) played some ask question game with some friends and the questions were like this:
Q:"would you put tits for oral sex or make your ass bigger for anal?"
A: "ass, because I don't have any and I can't imagine myself with tits!"
Q: "who from our class would you fuck and why? And it's only guys!"
Today was a great day:
1. Had math exam and it had wrong answers.
2. Yesterday was the men's day in Colombia and today TW girls from my clad gave every guy a chocolate with some piropo (don't know how to traduce) and mine said: "you're like Colombian coffee; delicious until the last drop!", and gave us pizza! :)
3. Asked Andy if he liked some friend and he answered no.
4. Made a lot of eye contact with Andy, got kinda touchy with him and he didn't moved.
5. Winter might start. I need to see what will happen in the next 3 days!
That's all! I hope everyone have a great day! :D
I've been really lost since my last journal and it's because my dad took away the Internet in all the house. This week I started to flirt with Andy, but he kinda looks like if he got a crush on some friend, Realized that Nico got a crush on some friend (the one I think Andy got a crush on!). Final exams started and I'm going to the beach with some friends on spring break and that's all!
WTF Nico?! You talk to me like if nothing had happened and then you get lost without telling me why! I know something: GO FUCK YOURSELF WITH A CACTUS! IMAGINE A FOREST AND GET LOST! :@
I already moved on, don't make it hard!
Nico is talking again after being lost a since Wednesday.
Andrew got more antisocial after the 2 period and looked sad. :(
Went to my Neuropsycologyst on Friday and I asked her why that question about finding myself, got an awnser and told me that Nico don't have criteria.
Got a narcissism with my stomach!
It was on Friday when I had to post this.
On Friday I had to go to my Neuropsycologyst and she told me: " guys go out with girls because they are searching their femenine side! Aren't you searching for you?" O.o
That was awkward! And I got a little bit offended.
Nico was trying to talk to me, but I'm still pissed about he said to my friend on last week. And if he wanted to punch me why he didn't do it?! And I spent all day with Andrew and found him staring at me again! :D
Today I realized that Nico is straight, he told some friend "Daniel is cacorro! In the integration he was always trying to touch me! I wanted to pounch him!" then I kinda broke when I heard that, then I got the results for a maths and science midterm I both won them, then I started to cry in a class and started laughing at the same time! :D:
Got the rest of the school time being bipolar, spent all day with other friend having the same day and being next to Andrew! :)
I'm having Friday free :D
Today I didn't had class, and went to some friend farm to do a group integration.
Andy didn't came :(
And with Nico happened the following thing on the bus:
Yesterday I some family from the US came to my house and he was saying that he payed private school to his kids because he didn't liked public schools and then he said that now the schools are teaching what the LGTB community has done to the country. My mom had a disgusted face and said "how can they be teaching that to kids? At least here homosexual people still closeted! Not like in Argentina or the U.S.!
If I had talked and at least get his email or something with the argentine in the train station, if I had told Nico one day about my crush on him, If I had drown when I was little, if I had killed myself, if I wasn't born, if I had gone to live in Canada, if my country wasn't homophobic, if I hadn't changed school. Many things are going through my head right now! :):
Today was kinda crappy!
Really cold morning! I had to use an inca hat.
6 laughed about my hat and I almost killed them if there wasn't a teacher there! :@
Nico missed school.