I was just reading this post where people from all over were invited to air their views on homosexuality on twitter, and of course there were a whole load of homophobic comments. But a trend that was easily noticeable, was that a lot of people were completely against men being gay, but were fine with women being gay. What is up with that??
So, today was my birthday.
It was, by usual standards, really boring. I just studied all day. And spoke to people.
But, it was pretty enjoyable. There is something about sunlight, which doesn't allow you to feel unhappy.
I'm finally 18 though! Yay.
Wait. I still feel like a nerdy 14 year old. :\
Oh and ended the day with brownies and icecream. \m/
This is a page from my journal. Both types of writing are me, obviously.
GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY
STOP KIDDING YOURSELF.
LIVE WITH IT.
DEAL WITH IT.
Who is this poophead above me, anyway? Why is it something I have to 'deal' with, 'live with'? It's not going anywhere, right? It's really not that big a deal.
WHATEVER. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?
What can I do about it, dumbass? You are starting to irritate me. Imma sit around and study, that's what I
m going to do about it. Stop making this such a big deal. Quit it! Shut up and get out for a bit!
Hey. This is my first time doing this. It's pretty miserable outside, sort of refecting my mood currently.
So, I have a problem. Everytime I admit to myself that I like the girl, I feel crappy. I'm a girl too. Yes, I've done this many times. It's like, when I say to myself, "you love her", I'm thinking, What now? What do I do with it? She's really straight. With a boyfriend. Who I'm not really that jealous of, funnily. They're meant for each other. But what do I do with it??