Seriously. Did everybody take a vacation? I'm bored, and I'm trying to find an excuse not to play SCP-Containment Breach, because that's just too much for me.
I'll try to get things up:
I found an awesome new band called Blanket Barricade:
This is just torture. Every half an hour or so I remember about Brad, and it's fucking torture. Why the fuck did he ruin his perfection with this sudden change? Seriously, dafuq, Brad? He was so perfect last week, and now he's an asshole. Not only that, but there's nothing I can do about it. I'm afraid to contact him because I'm pretty sure he hates me now for no reason.
Anyway, I hate Brad. He's a complete dick now. He's destroyed any kind of positive feeling I had for him. But it really sucks because I still love the old Brad. I miss him. Looks like I'm going back to being lonely as fuck.
Brad seemed in a bad mood today. I brought brownies to school and he's the only person who didn't want one. I wonder why he was so weird.
I learned how to play that on bass. Awesome.
I did a fable for a school project. Everybody was complaining that it was ridiculously dark. See for yourself:
Everything was dark. It was all the rabbit new, so he had no complaints. He walked in the night and saw nothing else. He lived his life regularly, and did not care about anything. Everything was perfect to him. He had everything he needed.
He was beautiful as always today. The reason I'm mentioning him is because this happened again. I saw him in the hall right outside the lunch room as I was leaving it, and I was in front of him. He sped up a lot and seemed determined to get ahead of me. As soon as he was, he slowed down. Weird.
Also, was woken up like three or four times last night because of this incredibly loud thunder. It was annoyingly loud; loudest thunder I've heard in my life. I'm surprised school wasn't cancelled.
Short entry again, so I shall entertain you with more dubstep.
I've been listening to King Tubby again. And when that happens, I tend to get highs. And when that happens, awesome. I had one today that lasted an hour and a half, which is weird because they're usually about a minute in duration. It feels cool, like somewhere in between being a happy, fluffy cloud on top of a really big, invisible mountain and being in a big, dark, rocky cavern inside of myself. And I can't focus my eyes while I'm high. I was really relaxed afterwards.
...it would definitely be Salvia divinorum, a psychedelic drug made from a psychoactive plant that grows in the rainforests near Oaxaca, Mexico. I've read about this drug and it sounds completely 100% awesome. Read this, from Wikipedia, on the stages of salvia use:
I'm getting a DJ set after school ends (in a month). I'm excited to a point you can't comprehend! I feel like I'm not a real producer until I make a live mix! I'm going to mix drum and bass and remix songs and make videos (that I will share with y'all) and I'm going to be this guy:
I'm disgustingly flat-chested. This guy at my lunch has great tits. Everybody's always admiring them and groping them.
Anyway, there are a bunch of holidays today. We have Earth Day, Day of Silence, Marijuana Day, and Holocaust Joke Day. I invented the last one because it's Adolf Hitler's birthday.
This was a short entry, so I will keep you entertained with dubstep:
I've been having conversations with Brad. He's cool. Nothing worth including.
I made another song, inspired by RMS's "Fear" (which I heard on my new album that I wrote about last entry):
Brad was wearing a sleeveless shirt today, so I got to see more of him than usual. That was fun.
In other news, I just got a new dubstep album. 50 songs for $8. It's the most chill music I've ever heard:
Once I'm behind, it's hard to catch up. I have no idea where to start.
I'm listening to Trance Around the World with Above and Beyond. I want to make love to this music. It almost turns me on because it feels so amazing listening to it. Maybe I'm a phonophile, even though that doesn't exist yet. Oh my god, it feels like an orgasm in my ears. All the heavy kicks!
Also, the new season of Marble Hornets started, if you're a fan of that show. Just letting y'all know. Entry #54 is much better than the last season.