I want real friends. People I can actually talk to. Not the shitty pseudo-friends who I talk to at school because I'm too antisocial to talk to anyone else. Why do I just now feel this way? I never get lonely.
And look at this:
It's things like this that make me feel even lonelier, even when I'm perfectly happy. I hate this.
I love that song.
I've found twelve new musicians in the past week. I've been searching like crazy, at least relative to how much I usually do. So now I have the addition of The Odious, Cattle Decapitation, Car Bomb, Spliff Witchard, Bispora, Tribulation, Lucaria, Coprocephalic, Cocaine Breath, Dissection, Burzum, and Suboken in my library. I'm a hipster.
I've been listening almost exclusively to death metal lately. As a result, I've switched from hanging out on Soundcloud to hanging out on Bandcamp. In related news, I think my hair's long enough to headbang. I'd like to have it at least to my shoulders, though. I must be patient.
I've updated my profile picture on this web site. (Disregard how weird and serious I look; the full-size version looked much better.) And in case you haven't noticed, I am growing my hair out. And yes, it is mostly so I can headbang. But it also looks cooler. Unfortunately I don't have time to straighten it, so it's really messy at school (until I comb it when I get home), but I don't care.
My father thinks I'm going to let him take me to get it cut. Ha! What a naïve idea.
In the spirit of staying up late on New Year's Eve, I will stay up until seven AM tonight. I woke up late today, so it shouldn't be very difficult. I've stayed up later plenty of times.
And my New Year's resolution shall be to continue being awesome.
Also, I've been pretty bored lately. If anyone has any ideas for entertainment that they use, please let me know. Or link me to any online entertainment, like free video games or something.
In exchange, I give all you good people a very, very good song:
I'm experiencing another one of those instances during which I have many different perspectives on the world. It always makes me happy beyond comprehension. Everything is good and that's all it will ever be, regardless of what happens.
In other news, I finished a collection of four ambient musical creations.
I got a new Mac Mini for Christmas and I'm having fun finding my way around the new operating system. It's a lot better than Windows 8, which is the worst PC operating system ever devised. I don't know how I'm going to transfer my music from the old laptop (which thankfully started working again, so I have all my files back). But this is none of your concern.
This is early, but merry Christmas from rapper Santa.
And here is the song I promised last year to post every Christmas:
Anyway, I have a new favorite musician at the moment. His name is Mike Pardinas, also cleverly known as µ-Ziq. Just listen to this musical masterpiece:
50. Free the Robots – Mental Universe
49. Depotax – Elastik (feat. Himself)
48. Bob Marley – Three Little Birds
47. Rush – Fly By Night
46. erb N dub – Lucifer
45. El-B – Bubble feat. Rumpus
44. Blackleg – Sensors
43. Tes La Rok – Hot Jam
42. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart – Serenade No. 12 in C minor, K.388: I Allegro
41. Claude Debussy – Claire de Lune
40. Merzbow – Munchen
39. Death Grips – Beware
38. The Ink Spots – When the Swallows Come Back to Capistrano
37. King Tubby – Jah Jah Dub
36. The Clash – Bankrobber
35. Dream Theater – Regression
I've been testing out my new power amp with the sickest songs playing through the whole house. A great day to end a shitty week.
My story so far, for anyone who want to read:
I haven't thought of how to tie it into the rising action yet, so when I do that I'll update this.
Reading Life of Pi.
Guess how good it is.
I don't know yet because I've only had it for about a day, and I'm only on page 50-something.
It is written very well, though, and it's very entertaining to read so far. Once I start, it's hard to even look away from the book, so I guess that's a good sign about it.
I've also been writing another rabbit story, but you probably know about that if you've read the comments for elph's journal entry from a few days ago.