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What A Great Day!...Sike

Today I got in a huge fight with Caitlin. What she said really hurt.
She texted me saying "Well I guess I should just rip the bandaid off and tell you"
I replied "Tell me what.?"
She said "I'm with someone already... btw you don't have to invite me to your bday party. Prob hate me now anyway."
And of course that really hurt. Broke my heart. Like I mean seriously. I couldn't breath or think of anything but oh my gawsh. My eyes flooded with tears and I was out of it. I tried to put soap on my toothbrush and brush my hair with it. Who says that? Like it's no big deal.

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For My Love...

My Valentine, you're all I want;
In you, I find joy and delight;
You give me everything I need;
I'm happiest when you're in sight.
I think of you both night and day;
I'm drawn to you in pure attraction;
When you're not here, I ache for you,
For your fulfilling satisfaction.
I dreamed of love like this, and yet,
I never thought that I would capture
The deep, exciting thrills we have,
This intoxicating bliss and rapture.
Please be my Valentine, and more;
Be my life, my world, my all;
Together we can be content,
And share life's pleasures, big and small.
-Chapin

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First Post of 2013

Hey everyone! Long time no post. A lot has changed since I've last been on here. Where do I start?
Well I'm a "friend" with my ex. I'm still deeply in love with her. But I'm trying not to be an evil ex, you know? It's actually a lot worse even though we aren't together. The fighting. It's like neither of us feels like their's closure. It's hard not to want to kiss her or hold her hand. I have to stop myself when I talk sometimes. I accidentally call her "babe" or "love" or whatever else I nicknamed her.

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New Year 2013!

Dear 2013,
I'm so excited! I get to start over in school. New semester, new classes, new teachers, no dance, and now I can join the LGBT club at school! YES! I can finally get myself out there or at least get advice and motivation to come out. I'll make new friends and do what I want. Last semester I felt so tied down with dance. I couldn't do certain things because I could have gotten injured. It sucked. Now I can go skateboarding at the park or play baseball with the guys because I'm as free as a bird. I just haven't learned how to fly yet.

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Christmas Break!

Hey everyone. It's 12/13/12. I am now 15 as of November 30th. I'm going to start there :)

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Thanksgiving Week

I had a great Thanksgiving week. It was awesome. I ate at my Grandma's house. Had turkey, ham, mashed potatoes, corn, rolls, and brownies. It wasn't the same without my cousin Frances but I'm getting better. I'm starting to accept that she's went to heaven. I'm okay now.
We ate then played Name Game. You write the name of a character on a strip of paper and put it in a cup. Someone will read all the names and you have to guess who wrote what name. The winner is the person who is last to get guessed or if no one remembers their name. It's so fun. We play it every family get together.

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Finally!

I finally made it into another varsity game. I'm going to the Crenshaw game for playoffs. I'm proud of myself and so is my mom. I'm glad I'm back in school and dancing. I picked up my fails up to A's. I miss being at school.

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Update :o

I'm back! Sadly right? -.- well I don't have much to talk about. I need ideas. Give me something to write about. I'm bored and need something to do. I want to write. So yea. Just write comments about topics I could write about and whatnot. Thanks :)

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Long Week

This week was so long. First off, my great grandpa passed away last weekend and last Monday, we were going to go to his funeral. Then that Monday morning my mom got a call that my cousin Frances had died in a car accident.
(What happened.)

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My Girlfriend and I :)

Hi again everyone! So people have been asking for me to write about my girlfriend and I. Like our problems and how we got through it and everything. Id like to say that everyone overcomes/solves things differently. It depends on the people and the issue of course.
One big problem we are going through at the moment is telling our parents about us. Her mom knows about me though. I hope to meet her someday. She's in the airforce and is gone most of the time.

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My First Post :)

Hi everyone! I'm Jazzy. I'm almost 15 years old. I'm a sophomore in high school. I love to dance. It's my lifetime hobby. I'm shy at first but once you get to know me, I'm really outgoing. I love meeting new people. I am trustworthy. I don't know what label you want but I suppose that I am bi or lez. I mean I've dated guys. I wouldn't date any ever again. They just don't catch my eye.

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