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How is everyone????

I am just ducky! I hate the phrase "just peachy" so I for as long as I can remember have used "just ducky" in its place. Yup. Its just one of those things that I started doing without realizing it. Like saying "ko" that I picked up from a book. Yupperz.

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I feel....

Left out and lost, without knowing why. I am consciously losing a friend and there is nothing I can do to stop it. And in general I just feel unloved. My so called best friend hasnt talked to me in forever. Not to mention its at a time when some of her other friends are being stupid and unappreciative. I hate this!

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I don't know....

Whether to cry or just be thoroughly depressed. This whole day has been fully depressing and I have no idea why. I woke up this morning and tension was hovering around me like a thick cloud, waiting to smother me to death. And it stayed that way all day. It was like that little Zoloft guy was following me around like my shadow. All these negative emotions were gnawing away at me no matter what I did to ignore them.

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Today was great....

It was actually better than great but my vocabulary fails in aiding me right now. My brain is asleep I think. I have read way too many books in the last three days....Anyways!

I hung out with Heather for most of the day. We went to Borders. I have to say one thing about that place: Even though its highly over-priced, I want to live there! Read the books, listen to the music, drink coffee until I can't stand still for a millisecond...then fall asleep in one of their comfy armchairs nicely stowed away upstairs amongst the cd racks. Sounds like a good plan to me....

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Wicked happy....

Like the kind of happy where you are sitting down but super hyper all at once and everything seems different. You know that kinda happy? Its great. Anywhoo!

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I have this off feeling....

You know, the one where you are sitting with "friends" and you suddenly come to the realization that you are on the outside looking in? That feeling. Like I was watching a movie and somehow my character looked far too out of place. I didn't belong there. I am not quite sure why I got that feeling today.

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All I have to say about today is:

I could cry....seriously....I could fucking bawl....

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Nothing too new....

I am writing a fic with my friend Amy. We alternate chapters and its on a subject I dont particularly like, well I like but not as much as she does. But it allows me to practice my writing ability and get it read by people who arent friends of mine. I dont know. I guess its a good experience.

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Wooo hooooo....

Sorry I am in a fairly good mood....I got new purple nail polish today....thats always good....Uh, and my mom brought me back some stuff from Vermont. There were pins, and a prayer flag and a postcard and such. Yup...
On the upside, this saturday hopefully, there is gonna be a trip to Provincetown. ::screams quite happily::

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Grrrrrrowlz....

I have taken a liking to adding the letter 'z' to numerous words. But that is just habit I suppose, stemmed from what I am not sure.

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Sometimes...

You just have to stop thinking in order to actually move on and live......

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I hate him....

I have never actually hated someone before but now I do. He is the most inconsiderate prick that has ever walked the face of this planet. He needs to practice what he preaches and grow up before everyone pushes him away and he finally realizes how alone he really is. He had no right to bash me for something that was none of his business. He had no right to make me cry. He had no right to get himself involved. He has no fucking clue what he is talking about and he has no idea how he treats everyone else. He is an asshole and a conformist.

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My memory lane....

Is covered in broken glass and lined with thorns. And that is exactly where I spent most of this evening. Traveling down it. All aspects of it. FUN FUN FUN!

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This world fucking bites.....

People have no idea what the hell they are doing and apparently dont bring the future into mind when making HUGE decisions that could potentially affect numerous lives....and damn does it piss me off! (I think only person understands what I am ranting about, thanks hun for listening to me rant the other day, by the way. ::purrs and smiles::)

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Tehehehe.....

1.) Saw the Matrix...yay...
2.) Bombed a Latin test
3.) Cant find the right exit....
4.) Thanks hun, for letting me borrow your sweatshirt....
5.) Have a headache.
6.) Repeat only positive steps..so basically 1 and maybe 4

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