I haven't been around here for awhile (mainly because I've been doing good with the whole gay thing). I've got a good gay best friend (who wanted to go out with me for a long time but now has accepted that all we can be is best friends). There's also my confused bisexual friend (Guy #2) who was my first real mature love (well, crush) that was based on more than physical attraction.
Now I've been doing alright. Getting over him, calming down. Getting on with my life and accepting friendship between us as enough. Now today I have so many mixed feelings I don't know what to do or what to say to them or how to deal.
Goodgollymissmolly I haven't blogged in here in awhile!
I've been mostly lurking as of late, (looking forward for Adrian's super-sexy updates soon-to-come-I-hope) but am doing exceptionally well. I've fallen into kind of a comfortable spot with my confused, bisexual crush (bolded because it's a key term :P).
I'm definitely over him (for real this time, though my friends- sick of hearing about him - might not believe me). However, I honestly feel like I want to marry him. I know this seems kind of silly, but it makes sense to me: It's a waste of my time/energy/emotions to sit around and obsess over him when he's not ready for a relationship (and might not like me if he ever was). But I feel like when he does come around, I really want to be here. You know?
My [all-male] school is starting a group for gay students to talk and support each other - which Luke has promptly named "gay club".
Hm. I haven't blogged here in awhile, but thought it couldn't hurt. Recently, it's been seeming that I'm a bit more "out" than I previously thought. Not sure if this is a good or a bad thing...
What do you do when the person you're madly in loke with is (you think) flirting with you but at the same time talking about his good girl friend who moved away the day before he was gonna ask her out?
If you haven't seen it yet, I definitely recommend it. I believe there's a link in the forum.
After a mess of a dying computer, a dying server, business, lost passwords and overall procrastination, I'm back! For those of you that don't know me, I was here before the Oasis server went down, kind of faded out, but now I'm back!