not that anyone cares, but im leaving. i thought i would find support here but all i'm getting is mean comments and negative remarks. thanks to the few people i have met here that have be nice to me and helpful. bye
(i dont intend on reading the comments i get on this so don't bother trying to put me down anymore)
i hate everything in my life right now. every little thing is setting me off and its killing me. but i won't bother everyone with my issues, i'll just...figure it out on my own.
wait a second...are bisexual people not allowed to be part of this community? i wasn't aware of that being a rule...
my girlfriend dumped me for no apparent reason...right after our anniversary...fuck
me and my girlfriend celebrated our one month today. it was pretty cool, she came over as usual. but she gave me a really pretty silver ring and a beautiful journal. i gave her a blue teddy bear and a nice card. its lame, but she liked it.
also went to the tori amos concert in santa barbara which was really awesome. saw quite a few gay couples.
hmm. does having sex with another girl count as losing your virginity, or is it just based on interpretation?
emily is coming over tomorrow. yay! i wanted to give her a present or something but i haven't had time to get anything. she brought me a rose last week which was really sweet.
sorry for lack of posting, my life has been very crazy. its been a mix between very good and very bad. good is that emily and i are officially girlfriends. bad is school.
i've had the weirdest week. when i met my ex i realized that i can't do this long distance thing with heather. emily is coming over today to hang out, and its pretty much a date.
i'm finally meeting my ex online girlfriend. we never met when we were going out, but now she can finally drive to see me. on saturday. this will be interesing...especially since shes still in love with me.
i have a girlfriend! yes, it is long distance. but it doesn't matter cause i love her and she loves me. she said she doesn't mind waiting, that we can make it work together.
*sigh* i don't know. i don't know much anymore. it just hurts inside.
so now i'm in love. i just wish she didn't live across the country.
i want to be with her...i might go in june. that would be great. *sighs happily*
so that friends with benifets situation is not going to happen, for many reasons. for one i was under the impression that some caring was involved. she wasn't even willing to wait a few weeks until i'm comfortable. i told her i couldn't so it and she signed off.
theres still heather, there for me as always. i really do have feelings for her but i told her i didn't because of the long distance...