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Rant and Rave

Ok so I havent written here in ages... I just came here to see if anything has changed... To see whats happeinning in here... Lets see whats happened since i last wrote... My gfs 18th... Im really glad she was born... I love her so much...
when i came on here i was curious to see if she had written and she had... It was amazing to see what she wrote... You i was worried that she was telling me things... she seems to be down lately... I dont no... Maybe its just that school is stressing her... But what i read was wat she told me... so she probably is talking to me...

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For Tanna

You were once my everything... My sister... My life... Just everythign anyone could ever ask... Although we were young we knew alot... We were born just 2 minutes apart... We spent everyday of our short lives together... Never left eachother side... But then you left me... Left me to fend for myself... And we were so young... I had to learn to be independant... I had to learn to be on my own with out you... We had no warning...... We didn't understand it... You and I thought you'd be better in no time... But what we thought was so wrong... WHY?? Why did it happen at such a young age... You couldn't even live ur life... We promised we'd never leave each other... We promised we'd wait for each other... Are you still waiting for me??? Do you know what's happening in my life??? Do you knwo the pain I have suffered... The pain I've had to suffer on my own... We were always at each other's side... Do remember how close we were... Are you still with me??? Or did you think I was doing a good enough job of looking after myself on my own??? I need you here with me... I feel so alone... Do you know that I still blame my self for your goings... Do you know I ran away because of you leaving... I knew it was my fault... I didn't know what else to do... I was only young for heavens sake... You shouldn't have gone... You were too young... You didn't even explore life on your own...

If you break up with ur partner... Should you fight to get them back or just let it be? even if they dont give you a reason?

Ofcourse
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Definantly
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Yes
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No
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Total votes: 1
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Something to say to them... PLEASE READ

This is my most favourite poem... I think by the end you will realise
why i love it so much...
It is harsh but when u think about wat they did to me then ud understand
and think its nothing compared to wat they did to me!!!!
~Pwincess~

I hate you,
You have nearly destroyed me,
Yet your life goes on and on.

What part of no didn't you understand?
It's as if everyone okays it,
Because now matter how much it hurt,

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Goes from one thing to another...

I did dwell on what happened for quite a long time...
So please forgive me... My poems can be dark... And it might fustrate you...
Because I took so long to get over it...
But you know what... I'm still not over it... I'm just hiding it...
~Pwincess~

Why did it happen?
Did I do somehting bad?
Why did they treat me like that?
Why am I always sad?

Why can't they understand,
That I have feelings too?

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last yr sometime...

I never thought i'd be able to leave the state i was in... but eventually i did
with the help of all me loved ones...
but never the less... this is how i felt at the time...
once again i wrote it roughly a year ago and its kinda dark...
~Pwincess~

I cannot see the light,
My life is still a fright.
I don't want to cry,
That's part of the reason why,
I want to die.

I want to shout,

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Another poem i wrote a year ago

some more poems I wrote

It's only fare to say,
I have now lost my way.
I have officialy failed,
It's all because of those males.

I can;t go through this anymore,
Though men broke the law.
My life has gone so worng,
This has gone on for too long.
I feel as though they are there,
They are everywhere!

They have pulled me down,
I don't want to be around.
It has now past the date,
The night i was raped.

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A Poem I wrote 1 yr ago

This is a poem i wrote about 1 yr ago... its pretty dark

I am now ready to die,
I feel as though Im living a lie.
I'm not telling people how I feel,
These feelings are too real.
People won't believe me,
When I die I will be free.
They don't understand,
Yet they still want to lend a hand.
I know I'm not fine,
But these feelings are mine!

Why do people say they understand?
But really they dont.

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why???

why do i always blow everything out of proportion is the question ur probly
asking... its because i love u so much and as soon someone starts talking to
you i get so jealous and i dont no why!!! i love u so much... and i hate the
thought of some person we dont even no talk to u... i love u so much and u
are my whole life... no matter how many times u tell me no-one will come
between us... it doesnt help at all!!! i just feeli like im loosing u all the

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Just about mye tinkerbell

i just wanna tell everyone about my beautiful tinkerbell...
she's taken and kept my heart... i dont think ill ever get it bak... and i
KNOW i want her to keep it... she is the most supporting person i have ever
known... we have helped each other through so much...
we have been going out for 6 months now... and when i asked her out... it
was the best thing... i knew it was thr right thing to do... and when she

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For My Tinkerbell... Pls Read

You made my life,
I hope one day ull be my wife!
My love for you is so true,
And i know yours is too!

I'd give my life for you,
When i see you I feel so blue!
You take my problems away,
I really hope ur here to stay!

Ok u know what i cant rhym anymore so tinkerbell i just wanna tell u that
i love u so much and u have just simply bought life to me...
ive given u my heart and i know ull keep it safe... just like ill keep urs

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Goes From One Thing To The Next

ok so my girlfriend told me i should write something...
u may know her as "ilovepwin"... my gf is finding it tough with handling the homosexual sitiuations... unfortunately i tried to brushed aside all the feelings of my sexuallity... that now i am dealing with my parents being such
homophobs... and sometimes i forget the my gf is trying to deal with it to...
until the point where i forget about myself and try to help my gf out...

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Goes From One Thing To The Next

ok so my girlfriend told me i should write something...
u may know her as "ilovepwin"... my gf is finding it tough with handling the
homosexual sitiuations... unfortunately i tried to brushed aside all the
feelings of my sexuallity... that now i am dealing with my parents being such
homophobs... and sometimes i forget the my gf is trying to deal with it to...
until the point where i forget about myself and try to help my gf out...

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