ok everyone check this out. i want me and my girlfriend to hang out with my ex' and her girlfriend becuase we want to hang out with other lesbians and well we know them, well we havent exactly been the greatest of buddies but me and christa made the effort of calling them up and seeing if we could hang out or not. now, my ex's girlfriend is kinda of protective i guess you would say over my her because she thinks i am going to try to take her away from her( like i would do that, have you seen my girlfriend!!!) but anyway, we are going to their house this weekend and i need advice on what to do to get them to trust me. i am thinking about maybe bringing a present or maybe a movie or something, but please i dont ask much, just comment if you will. thanks.
ok now you guys know how crazy i am about my girlfriend, Christa, well today was the first day of school and i didnt see her like once except for at the beginning of school. and i am like dude this is not kewl. i have spent everyday with her dayin and day out and i am not going to see her around school like ever. this year is going to suck bad. i dont get it. i am going to keep acting like a baby because i am one at heart but please tell me it will be ok.
Vacation, i have never been on a vacation in my 16 years of life until this last weekend with my girlfriend christa. we went to Kings Dominion and Busch Gardens and she made it even more fun just being there with me. We got our own room with a kings size bed and our own huge bathroom, kitchen that included a stove microwave refrigerator, dishwasher and finally a coffeemaker, (we love coffee) of course you know what we did with the king size bed.
my sister just moved out into her dorm, and now i have nothing to do around here because i have no one to do it with. i am so freakin bored all the time that if bordonm was a disease that would be what i would die from. i mean i had fights with my sister but i mean what sibbling doesnt fight with the other. the point is im bored, with nothing to do, i just had to get that off my shoulders. lol. pe
well, here we are strudding along 10 months now, but i never forget how much i love her and how much i need her in my life. we have a couple of years left before we move out but we are pretty set on eachother in our future. Christa is my girlfriend, and i will always love her no matter what. you shouldnt care about what other people think, the only thing you really need to worry about is your own future, cause life only happens once, so liveit.
Hi again, I haven't written in the longest, I don't even know what to write, well i made all A's on my report card, in which you don't really care, and well me and Christa have been going out for 4 months, we are really happy, we are actually on the phone as i write this, I love her so. I kinda have no clue of what to get her for Valentines Day so I guess you could help me out on that. I hope you guys are doing good in your life and well later guys...
yo yo yo, i hope you guys's chrismas or whatever was fun , well i havent realy written in forever so give me a break but yeah just saying hi and well i am in love and well later guys and thanks a bunch
hi i know its still a little early befroe good ol' x-mas but i need an i idea of what to get chris, now please help me, i got her a necilace for her b-day and i got her pic's of me for oour little anniversary thingy, so i am doing good so far, now please help my out cause i have no freakin clue....
I HAVE HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE FOR THIS PAST ALMOST ONE MONTH THAT WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER. I LOVER HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND SHE IS DEFINITLY THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE. I WAS SO LOST BEFORE BUT SHE TOTALLY FOUND ME AND I FEEL SO GOOD. SHE MAKES ME FEEL SO REAL, AND I STAND OUT IN THE CROWD MORE THAN I USED TO, I AM NOTICED AND I LOVE IT, I NO LONGER SIT IN MY ROOM AND THINK ABOUT WHAT COULD HAPPEN IF I
I was scared to talk to you at first, gorgeous brown eyes,
But i am awake enough to stand up to you,
I asked you a question gorgeous borwn eyes,
In which you said yes and changed my life forever,
And now ill look at your gorgeous brown eyes,
And see so much more than i ever had before,
And i will kiss you so sweetly gorgeous brown eyes,
And fall asleep with you forever by my side.
- last night was the worst and then the best night ever... and i am not talking about sexual activity... i got stoob up by this girl who i was totally wanting to meet last night at my school football game, and so i was pissed, and when i am pissed i dont talk and or like to socailize, well after a couple of hits of whatever this guy had, i was feelin pretty good about my self, and my friends were all supporting me and i felt pretty good about my self as i said, well there were these girls on i new from like seventh grade and she was looking pretty damn hot. i mean did she grow... and then there was a girl that i met at school that day, and i swear, i could have falen inlove with tehm both... but it hink krista got me,seventh grade girl, and so this all happened yesterday... and my god she is awesome... we are talking and hopefully on monday i will walk her to her class, and i hope she likes me, i think she might, she id inviting me to her birthday party so lets hope so, hopefully we can pull a day out of this week to skip school and go to the movies, or something with some friends... oh yeah, i am in love again, and it feels great... fuck you courtney...
man another day another fight between my most loveable family, ignore that last part i am bored as hell... i live in NC so we are getting attacked by a tropical storm and so i have to stay home and do nothing... its what i do anyway. i mean its not like i have friends or anything, but whatever... i wrote journals for this passed week in my porfolio thingy and i really dont feel like typing them up so you can see them, but just take my word that they are pretty deep... but yeah i wish i could tell you guys more about my life, other than i dont have that much of a normal one, but you guys know that becuase i am sure you are in pretty much the same position i am in but yeah i hate it but i live to love other girls and when i love girls then i love girls and i can't help it, but these other people are going to havve to live with me or they can excuse my language, "fuck off" but you know how it is and well i hope you dont care wht people think cause that gets you into alot of trouble and you wont like it, nad that is how i ended up not really caring about anyone s=else and haing like no friends but i can handle it cause i am still a live and well hopefully not on the verge of dying cause i know deep down even though you guys dont know mw youo guys would miss me...lol... but yeah .. i am goinna go and sulk now... later
damnit i hate guys they are such assholes... no offense to you other guys... at least you guys dont act like animals such as stright guys are over girls... anyway johns life is going to die tomarrow... oh he is really going to get it... oh sorry... hes been practically beating on lindsay and i have had more than enough to kick is ass on i swear no one is going to see him in geometry for a long time i hate him... i never hated anyone, but i dont count him as a real senseful human being.. and i could care less if he wanted to commet scuicide... if anything i would laugh my ass off... i don tmean to be mean but hey someones got to do the jod and well i was jst picked out for it when i realized he is not going to touch her again.... well later guys... if you wanna comment go ahead... i just had to get this o my mind well i mean realieve the least bit of stress i can and well it really didn thelp.. well comment or dont later guys.
Well, school started, eh... it sucks, the people are always annoying and we got new freshmen... and there is alot of them... and now lindsay wont talk to me and i dont have the slightest clue of why. damn woman, im one and i can figure her out....wtf ah, i don't know... Fayetteville is still hell, my house it still fucking wrecked and there always has to be some arguement lingering in the air... but i dont care... my hopes are so lost lately and i sure wouldn't mind finding them... and my feelings for lindsay still linger too... but i don't know where we are so im still confused on what she wants to happen between us... i dont know wht these people want from me, i just dont think im cut out for this... and i know crying isnt a weakness but i still dont do it... i never knew why... i hate this place, and one of you guy better be planning on bailing me out soon, well, no im just kinda kidding on that part but hey feel free... well, later...
-I MUST SAY THANK YOU ANGELIQUE-ORCHID, FOR GIVING ME ADVICE ABOUT MY FRIEND LINDSAY, NOW THAT I HAVE STAYED WITH HER FOR SO LONG AND HAVE BEEN PATIENT EVEN THOUGH IT WAS HARD, SHE BROKE UP WITH JOHN AND NOW WE ARE RALKING AND I CAN COMFORT HER THE WAY I ALWAYS WANTED TO... I AM WITH HER NOW AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOUR ADVICE AND WELL THATS REAL KEWL, AND WELL THANKS AGAIN...