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My Body My Life You Think

Shopping for clothes and having the aches and pain
of my stupid job really just makes me want to scream
and I went to school yesterday with four hours of
sleep and work with one hour. Everything just seems
like I don't have time to do anything. My sisters
birtday is next month and I am looking for the perfext
gift. I went shopping with her girlfriend this morning
we where looking for the perfect gift. She skipped

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Big Box

Hum I have to go to work at 4 today which is in six hours
since I have to leave an hour early to get to work
Me and my sister don't have the same days off anymore
I get off around 10 tonight and have eight shows
I don't know what I am going to do. I don't want to
do much of anything I am tried plus I have to take a duffle
bag with me so I can change in the car. I don't want
to have to do much of anything tonight but I have

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Hum

Yeah this is no fun little sleep, lots of work, oh yeah
and homework. This sucks and I hate it. I feel like
on any given day I have been hit by a big mack truck
and it is no fun. Yet I am saving money to get a bigger
apartment for me and my sister and a car maybe and
all that wonderful stuff that we may need. I don't
know why yet I am rarely on the internet and I barely
see my friends. E works with me so we see each other

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My Confession

I give a big high five to anyone who works two jobs
trys to raise a 16-year-old and goes to school at the
same time. Believe me I am hating it. I got a job
at Ryan's on the second. It is really a lot of hard
work but it brings in money that I need. Plus it
makes is so my sister isn't the only one bring in money
which is why I haven't been on here as often as
I have wanted to be. This week has just been

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Sick Days Please

SO yesterday I started to get sick let me tell you
it didn't take long for my whole body to just
completely not want to do anything. I guess since
we got are new guitarist this is a new thing.
He is a cool guy named Josh I like him but he can't
replace Leo. No one can though he is a funny guy.
Looks like he just stepped off the cover of some
guitar magizine. He is tall 6'2 has black hair

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Outraged

Today I was watching something and this women was
talking about cartoons that had gay charaters
She said that one PBS there was a show called
"Post Cards from Buster." and on a eposide coming up
that he was going to go see a family who lived on
a farm and that there was a little girl her mom and
a friend Jullian who lived with them. (The
they are gay but we aren't telling act.) She said

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You are

I have had one hell of a day and I know I have
to say that a lot but when I am feeling a little
out of sorts and go for a walk and get lost and
then I don't know how to get home and it starts to
rain and by the time I get some where were I know
where I am I am soaked thought and thought and
Danny had to get me redressed and take my back home
When I got the call last night I knew it happened

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Come Again

Watching the light dancing on the ceiling I am
not sure I want to move away from my sister. Yet
I am still thinking about it. Tonight we sat and did
homework in the kitchen at the table. Her helping me
with my math and me helping her with her English papers
I have so much work. Plus I had the radio tuned to
a spanish station so I could listen to it for my
spaish class. Believe me its harder than I thought

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this road

Know has a path I am looking back at all I have been
thought and when I wanted to turn around or lay down
and quit I didn't I kept going usually in the
way of telling the world it could go fuck off
and seeing this path that I no longer want to be
on I go into the woods and I clear a path for anyone
who may want off there road they are on. I know
in the way the people still on the road are going to

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Ughher

My teacher wants me to sit for an hour and think
about wisdom and Knowledge. Yeah right like I have
time to sit and think for an hour. I am always busy
and I have to always move. He wants me to sit still
no music, tv, computer or phone and no one interrupting me
to think about this Which may I add it a class
assignment which we must right down what they mean
and tell the class. Um yeah not happening. No way

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Hitting the snooze button

Um yeah o.k. so I got up this morning and went "job"
hunting. I found out two of the place where not
hiring and the last I have to call tonight and talk
to him and 4:30p.m. cause he needs someone to babysit
his seven year old son. I love kids and a babysitting
job would be nice but I doubt that I will get it
simple because I haven't had one besides the band
in forever and no one wants to hire someone with

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Thinking Really Hard

On the point that my teacher in Phil. Has said that
everyone thinks its good to have a opioion but no
one has a good opioion for some parts I agree and
disagree with this statement but I am going to move
off that topic
I have a aragment that might work. Jonathan wants to
take my apartment and him and my sister (Jonathan's gay)
live there and then let me and my band mates move
in together Leo has moved out and is in a five bedroom

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Funny Little Thing

To see the snow on the ground again is werid. I
was hoping it was going to warm up and suddenly
it snows how funny. Oh and Danny finally has a new roomate
outside of my home. He and Erik moved into a apartment
this weekend while it was snowing and I helped. Galdly
anything to get my living back. Erik and Danny
decide since they are in a band together maybe they
could live together. Danny told his boyfriend and

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Complete Angry

Being cramped in this apartment is the battle of the music
part 1 Danny likes Jazzy Soulful stuff my sister is
into 90's pop music and I am into Loud Pounding rock
My radio only goes up so loud as does theirs for the purpose
that the walls maybe well soundproof but that doesn't
mean that we should blast the music. With the little
space and the little room (which I know are the same)
its hard to do much and with three radios and three

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Sleepless Night

Very Sleepless I was up this morning to watch the sunrise
and my sister off to school and then I went to sleep
and hour and know at 9:57 I am back up. So much is
going on in my mind that it is hard to figure it out
no to meation I pulled an all nighter almost
I had two shows plus school plus homework. Today I
have the day off of school and I am doing my homework
and falling asleep while doing it. This is so hard.

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