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Boring

The day has been boring movie a pizza here and A
amusement park that I didn't want to go to. E asked me to go with him
and his boyfriend and the boyfriend bought a girl with him
I had the strange feeling I was trying to be set up with this girl
She wasn't that bad looking. Thats my opioion. We rode a lot of rides that
where cool an some I wish I hadn't rode. We waited in
line for one hour and ten mintues only for the guys to get thrown off

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Meet with old friends

I relized last night just how lost I have been
Without my best guy friend who also just happens to be gay
I missed all my friends in Ohio so much and know that I am back home
I don't every want to move. Plus I told some of my old friends that
yes I am indeed lesbian and I thought they needed to know
Everyone seemed fine. E which is my guy friend had
already told them so they said they didn't really mind

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SO You think

I wonder how long it takes before you can date someone
I hate to think that maybe I could be jumping into a relationship
to soon. I was with Britney my recent girlfriend almost a year
It wasn't working and we broke up but I can't help but think maybe the
whole year I dated her was a waste of time. I hate to think I threw a year
of my life away because I dated someone who I didn't really love

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Getting there

We are almost there. Last night we stopped again in Illinois.
Then we started again at 8:00 a.m. this morning an we are almost there
I forgot that the time switchs so much so it was 8:00 am
There time no ares. I am not going to even guess what time it is back at
home cause I just want to forget and I hope I do
a good job of forgetting. I want to get on with my life
I don't want to remember all that has happened since 2001

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Getting there

We are almost there. Last night we stopped again in Illinois.
Then we started again at 8:00 a.m. this morning an we are almost there
I forgot that the time switchs so much so it was 8:00 am
There time no ares. I am not going to even guess what time it is back at
home cause I just want to forget and I hope I do
a good job of forgetting. I want to get on with my life
I don't want to remember all that has happened since 2001

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Just a bit

Packing all my bags finally on the move
As I Drive I'm captured by the veiw
So much beauty the road becames my muse
A little bit of a Christina Song but right know
that is how I feel. Peaceful and just enjoying the veiw.
We stopped at a hotel last night and this morning
we are on the move again. I just am so free at this moment in time
I am also so glad class's don't started till the 30th

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My self

My stuff is finally packed everything but the laptop of which I am
writing on. My oldest brother back for a while has offered to drive me
to Ohio. College is going to be a lot of fun
I have an apartment up there and right know we are just driving along
I like the noise free enviroment and the only noise is the keyboard and
the music on the radio. Its nice to know that in a
few hours maybe a few days I will be in my own place with no noise

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Some quite please

I might have to use duck tape. No one will be quite and I am getting mad
I can't even think not to top that but the radio won't drowned out the
noise the more I crack it up it seems they get lauder and if I turn it off
they stay noisey. I wish I had duck tape the idea is appealing.
So appealing to just duck tape mouths shut but no they would still make
racket. My youngest brother who is two just carried pans in here

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Some quite please

I might have to use duck tape. No one will be quite and I am getting mad
I can't even think not to top that but the radio won't drowned out the
noise the more I crack it up it seems they get lauder and if I turn it off
they stay noisey. I wish I had duck tape the idea is appealing.
So appealing to just duck tape mouths shut but no they would still make
racket. My youngest brother who is two just carried pans in here

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Sometimes I think

My teeth aren't straight do you like it when I smile
My hair is always a mess do you still like it best
Sometimes I want to be protected
Sometimes I want to protect
My eyes are to green can you still get lost in them
I can't dance do you mind if I step on your feet
Just a little bit
Sometimes I want to Follow
Sometimes I want to lead
My arms aren't always open do you still like my bed the best

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The Friend

She doesn't understand that I don't want to date her.
I just broke up with my recent girlfriend and know she
wants me to date her and I am just not going to do it.
I am not really ready to start dating again. I don't see why she doesnt
understand I know she isn't stupid she is my friend and I thought
it would be a safe outlet but I guess not I mean I guess
she is using the information I give her when I need

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My Family drives me nuts I think I am losing my mind

Just sitting around and wondering how the day got away from me
All the noise of my family is driving me nuts
Having eight of my siblings here and the other 4 in different places is nuts
These kids can drive me crazy so know I left to just get away
So much at home needs to be gone since I am moving out
Going to college is just a big jump that I am worried if I am prepared for
Can I handle the stress then I think about my family life

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My Life

Today has been crappy and it just started.
It seems I have to be the best at everything
Maybe it's just me and the pressure I put on myself.

Then I also wondered sometimes if there is god.
You know I just lost a classmate he was so young.
Motorcycle accident that killed him he leaves behind a young baby and a wife.
Sometimes I wonder.

I miss stuff too. Like how sometimes I can just be standing here

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