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I feel better lots

O.K. I have been in Tennessee for almost two days
know last night we went out to eat and then turned
around and went out clubbing. I love club hopping.
We hit about fifteen clubs last night and didn't
go to sleep till two this morning and we where
finally so sleeply we had to sleep or else we would
have fallen asleep dancing. We had fun thought and
today we went to a water park and then going out

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My Vaction

Well I decide to go for the next five days to see
my cousin's in Tennessee good reason to go since
they are out of college also. I just got here last
night and I am settleing in again. My laptop wouldn't
work right on the plane. I guess it was going to
just be uncooperative and not let me on because know
that I am on soild ground I am able to get online
I needed time away from people who think they know

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More and More

With everything going on around me I am putting
more and more time into school. I called Leo
yesterday since he moved with his family almost a
year ago to Florida only to find out they where
in New Orlendos at the time of the hurrican Leo
said that everyone from his family is o.k. but that
the base they happened to be on was not in such
great shape. His older brother is in the military
and they where with him at the time. Leo said

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I am lost

More poems from the box I brought home the other
night and reading them just opens the wounds I thought
where healed.

With you
Being alone with you and I see it all
again I ache for it need for it but unlike the
drug addict I quit it don't need it you can
keep going but I still think about us sometimes
A while ago I begged you to teach me what I
didn't know and you did Then you suddenly said no

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Rain Rain Go away

Not that its really raining much pretty much just
hung over. The day not me. I think that maybe it
is that way to match my mood. I am learning that
teachers like to cancel class and not let anyone
know and that just piss's me off if I had known I would
have brought some money to get something to eat
since I am so hungry and I have no money to eat.
This is why I am that way I am half the time because

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Bum-Bum

Hum I quit my job the other night and know I am
working at a Shoney's. Not really sure if it is
better or worse that Ryan's but we will soon find
out better yet I work with a lot of people who know
that I am questioning and don't give a fuck. I am
glad for a little while everyone here is a little
open and that makes me happy. I am not going to
have to be someone I am not. Thats what I like

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Poems kind of old

Mistake
I see my mistake now I left one dream behind to chase
another only to find out that when I came back I had
lost one dream Honey you where the dream I wanted
I left to chase the dream of success, fame, fortune, and
money Thinking when I got it you'd still be there
but thats the problem I got it but your gone with your
new girl
I have a hole in my heart I'm human and I'll put on

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Job Hunting

Wow I think I have been every where and then some.
I put in for jobs that I don't know if I can handle
but I need to get rid of this job I've got know
before they think its fun to screw me over even more
My manager said I have last a little longer than
most gay and lesbian workers. I am not going to
stay somewhere that I am unwanted. A girl who
works there asked me if I could baby sit her kids

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Angel For Life

Well I have a voice that can sing a little. So I
can know do that. I have been working at work a little
longer and I have a bunch of Law homework that needs
to get done and I am not sure I want to be doing
this any more. I am unhappy here and I want to move
so much that means outing myself all over again
I am not quite comfortable yet doing that but I
am not comfortable hiding either. I guess it will

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Take just this

Well my car needs work and its going to cost 238.80
which I have no clue where I am going to get this
money my check this week was only 70.68 which means
that the rest is going to have to come from some where
I don't know where I don't have this kind of money.
Its not like I have money to do whatever I want
when I want. Yet I am going to get what I want from this
hopeful I lower price. I am not so sure that I can do

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The Last years

Well the last couple of days has been tons of fun
I have been sick since Monday and it looks like I maybe
sick another week. Someone said it is just a cold while everyone
has said what they think it is. The lady at my work
brought me some z pack. Let me tell you I am
not feeling any better.Then my car just got a pin
size hole in the raditor. Which means I have to cut
off my left arm in order to pay for this Gas already

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High Enough

O.K. so I had a dentist appointment and then off
to class this morning. Dentist appointment at 7:00 a.m.
class at 8:00 till 10:00 and I just got out. Which
is wow in its self. I have had so much happen in the
last couple of days. Which is just eck its self
I am still sick and I burned my tongue last night
trying to drink hot tea for my throat and my adopted
mom came by my house this morning to make sure I

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Just the good poems

Storm

Tonight I watched a storm roll in
It was like the first night we spent togehter
Watching a storm roll in sitting on the hood of my car
Flashes of light rolling of thunder followed
by silence but we talked the whole time getting to
know each other talking about are past and what we
wanted in the future
So tonight I knew we where only friends who knew
each other so well who had something but gave it

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I feel like

Shit but hey thanks for asking. No really I am
so sick I think my head is going to explode.
I have a headache, a runny nose and a itchy thoat
and I feel sick to my stomache. Ah the joys of being sick
I don't want to eat anything and Josh has been here
all day trying to take care of me since I missed
class today. He is trying to get me to eat right know
and I am like no I am not eating. I don't feel

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Hints

So I have worked the last two days so much that
I have barely had time to write much of anything.
But I think my writers block is over. I sat on the
baloncy/fire escape and watched the sun rise and
watched the city come to live. I couldn't sleep
when I got home last night and I am just waiting
for my next class. I miss a lot of stuff going
on around me. Yesterday before I left for work

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