My little crush is know not as secret- seeing as two people know about her now! They also know she is straight, which is rather annoying :-( Today, during PE, we did trampolining and I was really scared (it was a HUGE trampoline, and the stickers around the side of it all bore warnings of crippling injuries- which really didn't help!) Anyway, when I refused to go on a second time, my little crushee- Becky- started cheering for me and saying "Go on, you can do it!" I know a few more people were doing it, but I didn't care- I only focused on her. So I got up and bounced, but it made me feel sick so I got off and missed a few more goes
So yeah, as you've probably guessed from the title- I came out to another friend of mine today (Mel). It all started in English, when I was passing notes with a friend who already knows (Meg). In one of the notes I'd written about the girl I have a crush on, and Meg asked, out loud, how long I'd liked THEM. Mel asked who, and then got a bit huffy when we wouldn't say- so Meg asked if she could tell her. Meg knows Mel better than me, so I agreed to let her do the telling- and it went FINE!
I went to see the movie on Sunday, and I'm still buzzing about it! No matter what anyone says, it's a damn good film :-) So now I'm being the world's biggest geek and reading Arthur/Ford slash fanfiction all over again (old habits die hard!) There is no real reason for this post- I just like to take up journal space :D
Oh and I accidentally came out to a friend of mine, were were chatting over the Net and my display pic was of Alyson Hannigan. He asked who she was and I said "Willow from Buffy- I have such a crush on her!" Cue me slapping my forehead as I realise this guy didn't know. But he didn't seem too surprised- I didn't know I was THAT obvious!
Hee hee, funny thing happened today! My best mate was sat leaning against me, and we were watching as a few girls we didn't know mucked about on the skateboard ramp. We were cuddling quite close, as it was very cold and she was tired, and the girls kept giving us odd looks. They left after a bit, and went to talk to a different group of people- who we actually do know. One of the people from the new group came over and starting telling us how the other girls on the skate ramp thought me and my mate were lesbians.
Ok, this post may make very little sense- as I'm still quite confused and I was there.
I'll try and start things simple. It all began in science class, when two not-so-close mates of mine accidentally spilled a bit of information. They were on about someone in their form, and said “So does he know that you know.
I'll tell you something
I am a wolf but
I like to wear sheep's clothing
I am a bonfire
I am a vampire
I'm waiting for my moment
You come on like a drug
I just can't get enough
I'm like an addict coming at you for a little more
And there's so much at stake
I can't afford to waste
I never needed anybody like this before
I'll tell you something
I am a demon
Some say my biggest weakness
Don't ask about the title- I just had 'Hotel Paper' in my head for a while. I don't know why, seeing as I haven’t even listened to Michelle Branch for a few months now. Anyway, this song managed to just make me feel even more depressed about being single. I don’t normally feel bad about it, but recently I’ve wanted someone there to hold and kiss and talk to and love. I guess it’s just because of the rare sunny days that break through, days that seem like they should be shared with someone else. Then again, in the words of an immortal song: “You can’t hurry love; no you just have to wait.
Sorry if it seems I've been away a while. I had YET MORE problems, and have now reinstalled MSN, using the latest version. Hopefully the probs will go away, and leave me with more than the regular 10 minutes of working time I get from the applicaton.