Christmas prezzies given out at school, and as usually my mates knew just what I'd want.
From Mate Number.1- A new rainbow sweatband and two rainbow thumb rings. Plus a Me-To-you bear dressed in a little stripy hat and scarf!
From Mate Number 2- Uber posh perfume which I adore, and a freaky calender with legs. I'm half scared of the last present, as I know that when I'm in bed asleep, it could come alive and walk all over me.
I was watching a programme on TV about a Gay Pride March and I started talking about how I wanted to go to one. My mum was there, and she gave me a very odd look and said, "Lisa are you gay?" in a very serious and calm tone. I was nervous, and almost shaking, but I kept calm and said, "Yeah." My mum just gave me a very weird look and we passed the rest of the programme in silence.
Now I'm getting worried. I mean, I'm always dropping hints about my sexuality- such as constantly wearing rainbow stuff and saying I'll never marry...well not a man! Plus I once left my account info on Oasis showing, and when I came back to the computer my Dad was reading it.
I was watching Shaun of the Dead recently (now my 2nd favourite film- under LoTR!) The slightly unitnerestign point was this conversation between Shaun and his flatmate:
Ed : Why have we got to go to Liz's?
Shaun : Because we do.
Ed : But she dumped you.
Shaun : I have to know if she's alright!
Ed : Why?
Shaun : Because I love her!
Ed : Alright... gayyyy
In fact- on the commentary- Ed (played by Nick Frost) said that gay was used whenever you showed emotion- and generally it didn't matter about your sexuality.
Sometimes, jsut sometimes, my imagination decides to run away with me. My fantasies become real, so real that I can feel them. Here's on that was particularly strong. The tea obsession may seem weird, but hey I'm British!!!
I'm just stood there, stirring a cup of tea. Milk and 1.5 sugars- the way I love it. That's when I feel her arms slip around my waist, and I lean back onto her shoulders. She looks down at me- her short red hair flopping into her eyes, a minor annoyance fixed by a quick head flick. There's a quick kiss on my forhead, and then she spins me around and pulls me onto the sofa. My back presses into the remote, and the TV turns on to Buffy. She pulls me into a hug, and we lie together watching the show. After a few minutes she gets up and makes two fresh cups of tea which we share as we cuddle. We play our 'Xanderism' game. Everytime Xander cracks a joke, we kiss!
...Ok dumb I know, but whenever I think about it I get kinda warm fuzzies! First of all, a beautiful girl- 15 maybe- walks up to me and hands me a flyer. As her hand touches mine, her sleeve rides up to reveal a rainbow sweatband identical to the one I'm wearing. We smile and I glance at the flyer.
::Rainbow Valley- a night club for GLBTQs 13-18::
If you are interested, please come along to RainBow Valley on Friday nights. Entry is £1.50 and we operate an optional sexuality wristband service.
How long should one wait before starting a new poll? I've never liked to impose on new polls, such as ones with only 5-6 votes, and I generally wait until a poll has either passed the 20 votes mark, or until it's been up for a while. How about you guys? When do you feel is right to start a poll????
To Everyone on here,
I'd just thought I'd say the biggest, loudest, longest THANK YOU! I could. You guys have helped me through my confused stage, to a place where I am happy with who I am- happy to admit to my closest friends and even getting quite close to coming out to my parents. I love everyone here, everyone who mails me, comments in my posts and polls, takes my polls, reads my entries and just generally hangs about on here. Even if we don't know each other properly- Thank You, You've Inspired and Helped Me.
Ok I'm writing this to see what you guys think of my music choice. If you like them, please say. If you hate them, please say. Oh and any reccomendations of music I might like would be cool too!
1) Silverchair- Freak
2) Good Charlotte- Little Things
3) Green Day- Basket Case
4) Sum41- In Too Deep
5) Reel Big Fish- Come on Eileen
6) Dashboard Confessional- Hands Down
7) NIN - Hurt
8) All American Reject- Swing, Swing