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ldkfn

Transitioning through these vital stages
Remembering songs, revisiting old pages
Ageless beauty, never fleeting
Deadlines lost, no need for meeting
The puzzle is completed with traces of doubt
Before, all consuming, today, drifting out
Sun casting shadows, moon swaying moods
Progress is fading, much more to allude
Minutes wasted on marginal error
Sleepless days, nights filled with terror
Thoughts of September, images of June
Always wanting the future too soon

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d;faj

my open ears
your shutting eyelids
colors appear
a moment is silenced

tragedy without a name
sits on it's side
it's an incomplete game
at an inconvenient time

memorizing what you share
a dimple, wrinkling cheeks
beauty not to be compared
antagonizing the weak

letting go of misplaced doubt
once filled with fallacies
waiting for truth to come out
and offer amnesty

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....

Five hundred and fifty days
Sand, slipping away
Clouds form anew
Overhead, different view
Taking deeper breaths
Delving into darkened depths
Straining, stretching every muscle
Wind blowing, leaves rustle
Where we were no longer exists
Energy misplaced, expelling mist
Screaming aloud, no soul can hear
forgetting a face fading with fear
An entity once made of two
Now wet and cold as morning dew
A slew of words never projected
A heart of ice intentionally rejected
Staring into space waiting for signs
Decades disintegrate, wasted time
Nothing is left, nothing resides

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v;kads;kd

I will waste one thousand years
one hundred lives
a million days
I'll walk along a tired road
a forest, green
a sky filled gray
We'll fall in love with all our heart
we'll dissipate
we'll reconcile
You'll never find the words to say
answers to give
numbers to dial
I'll call your name
with no response
just vibrating sound
an echo lost
But I'll still have lived
all of this time
with nothing to give
nothing to find
until I reach your longing eyes
until I reach your longing eyes

I'll be too scared to fulfill my dreams
I'll fall behind
never come clean

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ghsdfgdf

I step into this jungle
and struggle to find a space to breathe,
a hungry heart left to feed
that hasn't filled itself with greed
I walk between the billions of particles
of dust that cover me
and I question if I'm free
because I have never been before.
I fall down on my knees
and look above for golden seas
that wish to crash and carry me
to answers cast out to the shore.
how can faith ever exist
without new signs to come and lift
my heavy spirits out of this
rut that has claimed my heart once more?

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amgftath

i dug a trench
in the ground
sat inside
never was found
and looked above
at everyone
nobody's thinking
not anyone.
my brain is working
without control
I can't break free
from the depth of my soul
it's pushing and pulling
all of my weight
as my head's painting pictures
on a cluttered slate
and i'm looking above
waiting for the sun
but nobody's thinking
not anyone.

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gggfdgsdf

vague and bittersweet
hold on for the reprieve
and carry me away
with sights I'll never see
the words written that night
were in a secret code
I broke it with one bite
and swallowed it whole
they wallowed in my heart
as they trickled to my belly
and I dreamt of somewhere far
as the weight of truth became heavy
and then I woke in crystal skies
with blurred eyes and swollen cheeks
and I walked out of your life
with a broken heart and a body weak

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sleep

how can you fall asleep with this knowledge?
your drifting off, I'm on a limb
I'm reaching out for you to grab me
But something has died for you within
I stay awake and write these notes
they seem to create a melody
and then I hum myself to tears
while you are silently dreaming
and It was me that was beside you
once before, so long ago
I'd watch your eyes close like a child
so innocent, so pure, so true
my arm would wrap around your body
my head would pray to grasp your thoughts
the stars would glow so I could witness
your crimson lips, your shape so soft

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fdf afsd afd

I told her to walk with me
Find a street that leads to nowhere
We can forget our misery
And race the ghosts that appear
We’re heading downhill in this town
We need to find away back up
I promise that I’ll stick around
If we can fill this empty cup
The rain is taking such a toll
The soil is soaked enough to sprout
The greenest grass our eyes could see
The most beautiful flowers our fingers can count
If she just takes this walk with me
Maybe we’ll float into the sky
And we can finally be free
From all the darkness that’s outside

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hmm

Like a flower
Every petal is wilted
Sun burnt them to hell

And like a rock
You are lifeless
And I can’t make you budge

You’re every piece of ground
The living, the dead, the found
and even when I’m without you
even when I’m nowhere around you
you’re there.

like the boat sailing sea
you are distant but glimmering
the wind will push you away

and like the bitter cold breeze
you will take my breath away
and use it for yourself

you always knew just how to reach me
how to touch, destroy, defeat me
and even when I'm so aware
even when I know you're there

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lfhas;

and if these sighs could tell a story
a waterfall would pour before me

from my mouth down to my feet
you're emptiness projects deceit

i'm so torn up but clean of wounds
the sky now hosts a starless gloom

it used to be a mystic vision
you've cast a spell with such precision

I run with rapid, fleeting desire
praying to mask my past and rewire

my brain is a train that does not have brakes
it speeds through towns, over streams and lakes

the places we walked and danced and swam
now only exist in the palm of my hand

once home to your heart now only a map

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dfasdf

release of dopamine
you are the pill
shocks of electricity
the wildest thrill
the loudest noise
so sharp and shrill
come home with me?
I know you will
we'll roll around
in sheets of heat
I'll stand my ground
you'll lift my feet
floating along
i'll make you mine
I'm dying to see you
so out of line
so effervescent
so lost direction
so here with me
so close to perfection
we'll come back down
from the sun in the sky
and while dripping sweat
we'll both collide
as one, we are
the flowing tide
a drug so strong
we burst inside

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fdskj

today is a shade of purple
sunrise bright and shining through
the trees have leaves that create pictures
shadows and visions of me and you
tomorrow is red, I know in my head
I can see that there will be blood
But I will just close my eyes instead
and hope I don't drown in the flood
can we forget about what's scarred us?
pretend the wounds have disappeared
and we can drift into the stardust
and fly from all we ever feared

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june

waking up at dusk
between the summer salty air
I sweep your hair across your face
I kiss your skin, no longer fair
I want to walk the streets now baron
a time when most rest their heads
I want to live a contradiction
I want to live like this instead
let's go outside and chase our dreams
lets fight the sun to meet the moon
let's go beyond our every fear
live one whole life inside of June

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confusion

a moment
a miracle
all knowing
all spiritual
impossibly divisible
this is you and I.
you stand right before me
your eyes lit with glory
i'm wanting much more
though I'm stuck in the time.
It was never and option
though this miracle brought one
do I stay here so close?
do I break and divide?
you are the pride
that prejudices my
intoxicating thoughts to always deny
and I'm begging to differ
that these thoughts that I sift through
can be swept away like shells on the shoreline
and I'm missing the ending
the tremendous defending

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