I feel really weird. This weirdness does have a reason but it also doesn't. The reason I have is that I don't seem to take the cruelness of the world in the same way that most people do and maybe think I should. I mean, yeah, I get mad if I hear derogative terms tossed about at school or if someone gets beat up but I don't jump up and down and yell as loud as I can without breaking peoples eardrums.
I'm sorry to bore all of you with my intrests but i have a thing about people's shoes and socks and hair and make up, etc. anyway, HER flip-flops have a rainbow on the sides. has anybody got a clue where i can find a pair of my own?
I am in mourning that Bush won and didn't wear any green today and my socks matched. I just hope Bush doesn't go through with the constitutional amendment and I feel very fortunate that this is the last four years we will have to see of him. I would really like to move to Canada with JJ but seeing as that it's not possible, I'll just hope for the best.
well, today's the day. Election day. watching the news sucks because it's all about the election and it's depressing because Bush is ahead in the popular vote but the Electoral College likes him too. i'm sorry to make a big deal about it but if Bush wins, we all know what he'll do to our lives.
Also, M has a crush on someone finally. i've felt awful dumping all my excitement on her and kinda making her feel good about it so that i don't get annoyed but now we're even, we can talk about the girls we like with out anybody feeling guilty.
you might think that today was a good day considering that M came out to her parents, JJ
came into class today, yesterday was halloween, i got to see ST. but there weere bad things
to counter the good things. for example: i forgot my PE clothes and had to wear loaners, yesterday
i saw The Laramie Project, i've got a sore throat, M and I had to miss a ton of class (which most
people would think is good but it actually isn't), Zoe was awful in PE. so in all, today was awful.
i can't believe she can find that many lesbians in the world but doesn't
even realize i have a thing for her. if i asked her out now would she
accept even if she's already got a gf. i think not but if she did what would
i do? i've never been on a date. and if she breaks up with her and i get my
chance i wouldn't know how to ask her out in the first place. Russ says that
people don't fall in love in Junior High but if this isn't love then i don't