I got my braces off today after two and a half years of suffering!!! Wow, such a simple thing and my self esteem is higher than it has been in a long time! Maybe now I'll be able to scrounge up the guts to talk to this realy cute girl I'vw had a crush on. Wish me luck and keep me in your prays a'ight guys?! ^.~* Luckily I already know she's gay so my chances are pretty good what with her being one
I... I can't believe this!! *crys* I sent an email to some friends of my mine, it had a post from the Oasis in it, the Christmas-ish one posted by insanepenguin. I thought they would like/appreciate it!! Then Sam, my ex, the only one who really gave a shit about me and treated me good sent this back:
PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME ANYMORE OF THOSE THINGS... I HAVE ENOUGH TO DELETE ALREADY!!!!!!!!! thank you for your time and effort for reading this... the time you never gave me...
Jesus friggin crap these past few days have sucked!! Except for sunday.... All I did was sleep on sunday. But saturday and monday and tuesday sucked!! Saturday would be to long to explaine but in short Dee was being a bitchy bigot.
Monday all of my friends were basically at one another's throats, though manyly Brandons.... Not Pet-Brando, older Brandon. The one with his head so full of innocence it should be illigal in our society!! It's sickening how innocently blind and stupid he is!!! Well, that blindness and stupidity finally got him into some deep crap with my girl. He pissed her off, how I'm not quite sure but I'm working on it, then he pissed of our best friend, he didn't want to go out with her but sometimes those 'NO lines' have gotten a bit blurry even to me. Then I find out that part of whats pissed my girlfriend off is that he doesn't think she's good enough for me, but guess what?! She's the best I've had in a LONG time!! A huge leep and bound up from my ex! I find cuddling and a peck on the lips every once in a while much better than a smack to the head and a lecture on how week and discraceful I am. The thing is he doesn't understand that those memories of all that shit isn't going away! He keeps telling me I'm better than this scared alter self but he seems to think a few words and a pout are gonna make it all o away. It doesn't work like that!! I wish it did but it doesn't!!
I can't for the life of me figure out how to uplaod pictures!!! RawR! Please, for the love of all that is good and evil in the world, someone tell me how!! Specifically how!! I want details! *crys hopelessly* This is so looserly of me! But I really need the help! Please and Thank you!! *^^*
Well, this is interesting. I must say I am enjoying this site so far, and it's helping me avoid my French home work! *^^* Heh heh! I can be so evil! There do seem to be a few glitches here and there but nothings perfect, not even Live Journal! *^^* I think I'll stay here, could be fun! ^.~*
Hugs&Serpents'Kisses any who actauly read this! *^^*