So I've been in sunny California for almost 3 weeks now. And it's been just that, very sunny. Today was the first and only day its been semi clody. Everything is going very well. I am insanely happy here! Pinguino and I having much much fun. :D U- turns are legal here, isnt that crazy!
You and I were sitting on the grass, somewhere unfamiliar. We kissed and you got up and left. I stayed, sitting on the grass, thinking you would come back, but you never did. Then suddenly I'm in your room and you're there. I asked you why you left and didn't come back, you said "I thought you'd follow me" I say, "And when I didn't you just stayed here?" You replied, " I knew you'd come here eventually."
8 more days and I still haven't packed. Or told my father that I'm leaving. Nothing like good old procrastination eh. I need motivation to pack, lol! I HATE PACKING! Maybe I could pay someone else to do it for me, lol! Hmmm I have lots of little siblings running around, they probably would do it cheap! *eg* Anyway 8 days! 8 days! I'm so excited! *busts out in song* I'M SO EXCITED, AND I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT!
There are exactly 13 days, 10 hours and 48 minutes until my plane leaves to take me to my new home. :D
Happy Valentines Day to all Oasians! But more importantly, Happy Valentines Day to Pinguino! I love you!
Sometimes I just want to run around screaming it out, and sometimes I just want to whisper it into her ear. But always always always its on the tip of my tongue. Sometimes I want to sit down and have a talk with her dad, to show him the love I carry for her. Sometimes I want to blog about it, but can never find exactly the right words. I can never decide between doing the traditional thing and sending her flowers, or painting for her.
So the big transplantation will be occuring the first week of March. My last day at the photolab here is Feb 28th. My to do list is quite long. Find a place to live, get a plane ticket, somehow get my stuff out there without having to pay millions of dollars in postage, pack everything in order to get it there, finish my tech/specialist training, learn how to cook, inform my friends of my departure, and last but most certainly not least learn to survive without mom.
So there is a very real chance of me becoming a transplant to SF. And very very soon! Its the most exciting thing ever! And also the most scary, adventurous thing I will have ever done on my own! The only major problem with the whole thing is money, I didnt expect to be going in such short notice, so finding a place to stay on my budget will be extremely difficult. Wow! Just wow! I'm completely dumbfounded right now.
Woo hoo! Congrats Senator Kerry. I've been endorsing him from the beginning. I'm quite happy about the results, I only hope that this is a reflection of things to come. On another democratic note, I'm beginning to dislike Howard Dean more and more everyday. It's like he has blinders on, tunnel vision, he took that healthcare plan and ran with it, which is all well and good, but you cannot have a presidency with one item on the agenda.
There's so much I don't know about the world and its people. Everywhere is so different. Everyone is so different. Today is the first time in my life I really feel like an ingnorant American. I use ignorant rather that stupid because stupid implies that you don't know any better to do something about it. I do know better. Simple resolution, do something about it. I do try, I keep up with the news, I learn about well rounded topics.
"you can cheat on me, deny my existence, and I still love you" "And, you don't have to love me back." You know, I watched this movie, thinking, oh great another sappy love story, but I came out of it pleasantly surprised. I thought, unconditional love, really, a person could only love their own children without condition. Right? I mean how could you love another person that isnt a part of you without any condition whatsoever? And those people, who continue to love they're husbands or wives or what have you, regardless of the treatment they receive, it seemed unthinkable to me.
I don't really have anything life altering to say right now, except I wanted to say I love you to sneezing gurl. Because well, I love her. :D
It snowed! It snowed 4 inches and its going to snow more! Yay! My sister and I built half of a snow fort this afternoon! Only half because it was getting dark before it was finished. Perhaps tomorrow we will finish. I love snow! Its so pretty, especially to take photographs in.