dont get mad cuz i'm annoying! lol jk...anyways, i was just wondering if it means anything in peticular when someone you dont even kno smiles at you numerous times?...but not like a "hey" smile. Wow...do i analyize everything too much?
i think that every now and then someone should remind every1 to check their oasis mailboxes...just to make sure. Or maybe i'm just being abnocious (wow i can spell!) but it was just a thought...
the convo i just had a minute ago with the guy i like:
Me: I kno i'm being kind of stalkerish cuz i keep bothering you but i just wanted you to kno that i really like you and the only reason i didnt do anything after you kissed me on the head was because i didnt feel like listening emma say "ew" cuz she would have but i dunno if you still like me?
Him: Rose, i want to be ur friend
The kid i like always signs offline whenever i go online...like i'll say hi and he'll say hi back then i'll say wuts up and sometime he wont answer me he will just sign off or sometimes he will answer me and then sign off. I dont know if it has anything to do with me or if its something else like maybe his comp. is broken so it signs him off or maybe he just really has to go and it just a coincidence that i always talk to him when he has to leave. i dunnpo i just makes me think that its about me...like he doesnt want to talk to me or something.
I went to my moms hospice job with her today to volunteer and they said i did so good that i should be getting paid. My mom said they are thinkning of giving me a job! XD
i just got from the movies. i with that guy i really like...the one that i talk about in my othor posts. His gf broke up with his latest girlfriend. God, this kid hasnt not had a girl for like 6 months...really. But i'm goning out with him, we're just friends still..................even tho he kissed my forehead...lalalalala
ummm yea when girls hug me they always push their boobs against me by accident. hahahaha...i dunno i just find that rather amusing.
how stupid. i was flipping thru channels and the movie was on and it was at the part where those two girls stifler thought were lesbians are messing with them and they make stifler and jim kiss. but they didnt even show it...nor did they show the part where the 2 girls were making out which is why i stopped on that channel (lol)...i just thought it was stupid.
Well, this kid i really like and have liked for a looong time (and the one i keep crying about stupidly) had a gf and then broke up with her but now he is going out with someone again and i kno her too. she is kinda slutty but sometimes shes nice. She rode on the bus with me the guy i like. So needless to say i was really upset last night when i found out i just took all the poems i ever wrote about him and stuck them in a folder and stuffed the folder in my drawer cuz i decided he wasnt worth it (all the while i was crying my eyes out)...but i still like him, and i'm finding it hard to just stop.
I feel so stupid...i'm crying about something i never even had (*cough cough jack cough*) How do get over someone you loved when they dont love you back?
I cry almost everyday...and sometimes i dont even know why. Is there something wrong with me?
I know this is stupid thing to post but just tell me if this comment pisses u off also? If you dont wanna read it then just ignore this: (fyi: it was about who is for and who is against gay marraige)
Duncan~Fuck gay marriage all fags are sinners and need to be killed i believe that marriage is the connection between MAN AND WOMAN none of this man on man girl on girl shit!! so fuck gays...
wut the fuck is his issue, he's the one that needs to be killed for saying shit like that
I hate complaining but all the goddamn plans i had for today just got flushed down the drain and i ended up crying instead. Sounds like fun huh? Anywho, it turns out my mom didnt feel like taking me to see the fireworks and so i asked ppl but none of them could and i ended up asking jack too. Well, he said would see what he could do but his folks dont want him bringing more than 1 person (and he already told someone they could go).
Wut does everyone have planned for tomorrow/today (depending on when u read this)?
I might go to a parade in the morning but thinking i might not cuz parades arnt fun if u just go with your family (jmo) and i was going to invite jack but it was too late to call and he didnt go online...so anywho, later at like 8pm i'm going to Onset beach in wareham, ma. to watch fireworks. Jack will deffinatly
Hey, i dont have much to talk about. I just got back from a cookout a few minutes ago but i realized i havent posted here in a while so i decided too. Anywho, the guy i have a crush on just broke up with his girlfriend becuase she cheated on him numerous times. Personally i think she is an ugly slut and he is too good for her! But thats just my opinion (even tho its true). Needless to say i am very happy that my crush is now avaliable. I hung out of him and 3 of his friends at the mall yesterday. It was fun...even tho he knows i like him. He really didnt say anything about it but he said that he wants to hang out with me more this summer which is awsome!