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Where did your confidence go?

Where did your confidence go?
Why do you find it so hard to make the right decision for you life?

What happened to you? When I first met you, you hard strength like no other. Everything fell into place, all was in order. You where the type of person where nothing and no one could get you down. You had the drive of successes, my inspiration and shield. You had the freedom of a child, and now you stand there trapped, caged! What happened?

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Queer, friends with a straight guy

Did you know that a straight guy cannot be friends with a gay guy. Strange Hey, but true.
I cannot understand why this is so, maybe insecurity, lack of stability, fear of interaction.
Their mind set is constantly, "oh i think he wants me". Oh and don't let his girlfriend find out that he has a gay friend. Oh there... starts the trouble!
Can someone perhaps help me here? I know is some cases a straight guy will be your friend

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Lost in a world

I had to write this... cause I still can't believe I done it.

I was madly in love with this guy, my heart was truly all his and his mine.
We were like all up in the clouds, nothing could get us done or pull us
apart. Well one particular day we had a major argument. The argument turned
into serious hurt and pain between us two. The argument was based on the fact
that I heard a rumour that there was apparently a third person involved. Now

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Things to remember - Everyday

Having a sharp tongue can cut your own throat.
If you want your dreams to come true, don't oversleep.
The smallest good deed is better than the grandest intention.
Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important.
The best vitamin for making friends....B1.
The 10 commandments are not multiple choice.
The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.
Minds are like parachutes...they function only when open.

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Feeling great

Yesterday and this morning I felt like I was in the dump. But after much thought
sitting in the garden (very calming mind you), I decided that I am gonna
do new things that I have not tried before. This is my year and I am
gonna take it and make something of it. Sitting on my ass ain't helping
much. For all those out there feeling like life is shit, well it ain't
getting any better, so make a change, make it happen for you.

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Today is day of depression. I feel so low, that I can't get myself out of it.
Been like this for weeks. I am currently listening to Tamia - More cd.
She expresses so well. I think I am feeling lonely. Last night I wanted to
cry. I haven't cried in 2 years, honest. How do I get out of this. Positive
thoughts only help for a few seconds. The strange thing though is that I can
get some else out of their depressed state but myself no. Ohh Gosh. Tamia -

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I need my soulmate, now......

Why does life seem so difficult to live in. I am still searching for my soulmate to spend the rest of life with. People are not the same any more, what went wrong? Other are so happy in their relationship, and I sit there looking. Anybody got some advise cause I think I have tried all options.
The people I end up getting are not my type, how do I change my attraction factor, or karma, or something.

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What are friends for.

We had fun moments together
As well as bad
Through thick and thin we went
Nothing held us back
No one could pull us apart
Like a hand to a glove
We spoke about everything we felt
Complete everything
We where each others light in the darkness

Now I sit here wondering how
How could this happen to me
My trust destroyed instantly
Within in space of a milli-second
Why I ask?
Is the hate so bad

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I can’t seem to understand the human itself
You can do all to please it but it is still worth nothing
I have been searching so long for the love of my life
I am still sitting here, with out anyone I can relate too
You go through many but none give you what you need
They can seem flawless, but all it is,
is what you see
The hidden secrets tend to unfold as time goes by
My question is
“why waste time, my time

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