Let’s pretend I never lived, maybe you’ll be happier then
Imagine a world where I was never born and the world smiled
The colors would all be brighter; the sun would always be shining
Birds would sing, and there would be peace on earth
God would smile down on his children and laugh
What a wonderful fucking world it would be
Or better yet let’s pretend I was alive and the times were dark
So.. strangely enough I'm having girl problems.. heh
I've known this girl Sarah for like.. all my life, we've been really good
friends and not alot more. We've started hanging out a little bit more
lately but it hasn't really changed anything..
But last week a new girl moved to our school named Eva.. and Eva really
seems to like me, and I like her.. but because Eva is hitting on me Sarah
Curtain rise; like the dawn that burns against the fragmented night
Fiery auras of heaven spilling flame to morning
The actors rise, breaking the silence in pulse, in heartbeats that scar the “stage
> For those who love the philosophy of hypocrisy and ambiguity....
> 1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things.
> 2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor...
> 3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization.
> 4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys
> and apes?
> 5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all
> bad girls live.
So like.. a -WICKED- long time ago i wrote two short stories and
posted them on Oasis (Shine Empty Soul and Smile Beautiful Angel
anyone?) and it just so happens that i finished the set (yes it
was a trilogy?!) like five months after i began it.. So I'm wondering
if i should post the final part here on oasis.. You can still find
the first two parts in my journal.. but without reposting the whole
I had a wierd dream just before i woke up and got on to write
this. I was sitting on the hood of an old car, floating in the middle of
a lake. The car wasn't sinking for some reasone or another.. and even though
the lake wasn't that big i was to afraid to jump in and swim to the shore.
A bird flies down and lands on the car.. and talked to me. It says "What're
you doing on this car?" And i told it i didnt know, and the bird looked at
This one isn't completely done yet.. but it feels like one that doesnt
ever get finished so i'll just post it..
Love bled into words, colored in black and white
Scribbled across a page in fountain pen, ink stains the lovers hand
Heartbeats echo through the black of space
Shattering the dark, breaking the silence in symphony
I suspect this is going to be something of a long entry, so settle in if
decide to read :P
Alright, just to update whats been going on as of late.. It's nearing the
end of summer, school is about to start, my sister just left for college
again, and i've still remain completely out of contact with my father and
his girlfriend despite their desperate attempts. I've got 1 -count it- 1
more year of high school left and then i'm going to be going in a new
Why did I trust you, give you my faith and sanctuary
You cut out my eyes, left me bloody and blind
Stumbling through the dark of a world that will never forgive this mistake
The bloody angel, the one with razorblade wings
And a barbed wire halo makes me dream suicide
“Just a little hit wont hurt
--Every Cut is Another Mistake--
Now I’ve sworn so many things in the name of God
And every word in vain is just another cut against this soul
One more slice against these pale wrists
Scarlet threads of life bleeding away
All lost, all given to the blade
Every mistake is just another cut
And honey my life is built from mistakes
Daggers are my element, and blood my confessions
Why can’t I divide pain of living from the pain of dying
Just saw this somewher and thought it was funny enough to share :P
Due to the popularity of the Survivor shows, several
southern tv stations are joining together and are
planning to do their own, entitled "Survivor:
The contestants will start in Alabama, travel over
to Georgia and on to South Carolina. From there they
Yeah so i just got back from the warped tour 2005 in Atlanta!
It was really freakign awesome. Some of the more well known bands
playing were, My Chemical Romance, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Hawthorne
Heights, Story of the Year, Jupiter Sunrise, MXPX, Dropkick Murphies,
Thrice, Emery, Hopesfall, Senses Fail, Fall out Boy, The Offspring.
Honestly i pretty much went just for My Chemical Romance, MCR is just so
Dear Red States,
We're ticked off at the way you've treated California, and we've decided we're leaving. We intend to form our own country, and we're taking the other Blue States with us.
In case you aren't aware, that includes Hawaii, Oregon, Washington, Minnesota, Wisconsin, Michigan, Illinois and all the Northeast. We believe this split will be beneficial to the nation, and especially to the people of the new country of New California.
I’ve been watching time go by through these crystal blue eyes
Watching a world spin round golden suns
In circles that span heaven, give time and season
Music born in the days
No matter how many of these years go by
The people here refuse to believe, refuse to see
A light at the end of that cold night
The young keep saying how much they want to die
And the old have all but given up
The powerful keep trying to take more
It's occured to me in the last several weeks of.. somewhat solitude
exactly what is so strange to me about being gay/bi/transgender or
whatever you choose to call yourself nowadays. The strange thing
is.. we are so completely and tottaly normal that it's frightening.
We're so normal that it's almost disturbing. Have you ever noticed
that our goals and dreams are identical to our "straight" counter