Now I get it why old oasis users would come back and write here, even if they haven't for months or years even.. because I'm doing the exact same thing. I think it "centers" me. I need my fix maaan hehe.
It feels like I haven't written forever.. probably because I haven't. I've still been reading a lot of your journals though, just not knowing what I should write about anymore. I hope you still remember me :0
There was a backpacker girl
who rocked my world.
We cuddled in the moonlight
she was such a delight.
Everything felt right
'til she left me on her 10:55 flight.
Well well, it's been a while! I have news, I'm out to my sister! FINALLY! She just asked me directly if I was gay after a few other questions.. and I said yeah I am. She was all like 'aaah why didn't you tell me?' (I've been very gay in the past few weeks and seeing if she would notice.)
My last entry was about how I came out to my good mate, Alex. It went fine but we didn't get to speak about it at all since I didn't see her for like five weeks after that day I told her. Was a bit worried that she would pretend that it never happened and it would be one of those awkward unspoken topics.. so I promised myself that I would bring it up when we hung out next.
Oh my God.
I'm kinda smiley, I'm sorta out on myspace now and I left a comment on an awesome local queercore band about their music. The lead singer/bassist left me a nice comment back, I know, not really a big deal but for me it was kinda cool. Ok ok yeah they're hot too ;] Can't wait to go see 'em live, it's a while away though!
Major coming out #2. Tim convinced me to come out to my friend Alex, who I've literally known forever. It scared me because she can be a little homophobic and she is just so oblivious about a lot of things, like, I look really gay and if I never told her, she'd still think I was the straightest straight in straight world. Ha.. lame. Anyway so this is how it happened...
I wanted to come out to my sister by the end of the long easter weekend.. which means I only have one day left (no it's not just procrastination). We haven't had one on one time lately, her boyfriend is sort of living with us so he's always around now. He's an all-round pretty cool guy but last night was the first time I felt disgusted with him.
Ok I need some input from you guys. I'm so sick of hiding who I am and I was thinking of editing my myspace honestly by putting what I really like. eg. boyish girls etc. But still just leaving my orientation blank.
Arrr I'm so dumb, that really hot queer film that I was going to go watch (see previous journal entry), the tickets have sold out already. Jamie and her mates already got tickets since they had a credit card so she said she'd let me know if anyone pulls out. Well Tim came with me to the queer film festival on the weekend to catch a series of short films made for kids our age.
Why hello. It's been a while.. not too much excitement going on at the moment. The queer film festival starts this weekend and I was kinda bummed thinking I didn't have any queer film goers to take advantage of such festivities with.. until my friend Jamie asked me to come along with her and others to see one of the films they're screening!
..retarded. Genius lyrics.
Wow hot dyke on the tram I was just on! I think she noticed me when she got on :D Then silly people got in the way of my perving view. Then they got off and she was a metre away and I was like oh shit! *blush* I think we had eye contact.. erm we both had sunglasses on haha. Anyway just had to post that.
Hey the kids of oasis. I have much to write since it has been the time been when I have written. Haha that didn't make sense. I'll stop wasting writing space now.. How awesome is a nice bassy song, not doof doof but like bassy rockkk. I'm listening to the sexiest QOTSA song, I need to have this song playing and me walk into a room strutting my stuff in slow motion!